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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

“My father was a labourer. And his father before him, Mr MacDonagh,” said Maisie Adams. “Before I met that man there I had no life.” She turned to the girls. “Not until I met your father. He was a Northerner. I thought the Northerners had something about them. They were handsome creatures.” Then she turned to the Irish teacher. “If I keep the Queen on my chest of drawers or on my mantelpiece or wherever I so choose it’s because I was envious of a princess.”

“Not every woman is,” MacDonagh ventured.

“Every woman,” said Maisie derisorily, “unless she would be king.”

MacDonagh’s laugh was a loud howl. Then, disbelievingly, he followed old Adams upstairs to continue with the Irish lessons.

What MacDonagh had found was a conservative household the like of which he had never encountered before. It was beyond him that such a family could have succeeded in living in such ignorance in Ireland with all that was happening not a hundred miles up the road. Yet, though he felt superior to the Adamses, their quaint domestic life and lack of bitterness would somehow entice him in. But not for long. When he found out in O’Malley’s that, besides being a Protestant, it was rumoured that Jonathan Adams had also held some important government job, the penny dropped.

“Do you tell me that?” he said. “I thought he didn’t look like a Cadbury’s man.”

“He was high up, too.”

“I might have known,” he said. “He has the head of one.”

“Oh, they’re decent, good-living people,” replied O’Malley.

But now the inclination of Master Adams towards Irish and Irishness became contemptible in MacDonagh’s eyes. What was driving the old bollacks? It derived from guilt over violence done. He had probably taken part in some vile deed in the past. His wish was not reconciliation, but to disguise himself in another culture. There was no other explanation.

“Are you aware there is a war going on in this country?” he asked over dinner.

“Yes,” said Jonathan Adams quietly. “Thank you.” Then he looked at MacDonagh with bitter, implacable scorn.

The teacher smiled uneasily.

“Yes,” Jonathan Adams repeated, “we are aware, thank you, Mister MacDonagh.”

There was such an air of finality about these words, of restrained tribal rage, of suppressed wrath, that MacDonagh wanted to let the matter be.

But the Sergeant, growing angrier, stood and said: “I would remind you that you are a paid guest in this house. You would delude yourself, Mr MacDonagh, if you think you understand my people.”

MacDonagh lifted a piece of buttered potato to his mouth.

“I would not claim to understand you,” he said quietly, and began to chew.