Chapters (66)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- PART ONE
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- PART TWO
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- PART THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- About the Author
Later the following morning, lying in a hard, narrow hospital bed after having a D&C, drowsy from the anaesthetic, Imelda thought back to the guilt she’d felt when the child in her womb had ceased to be. Yes, she’d felt guilty, she acknowledged, but mostly, right now, she felt relief. And if that made her a bad person, so be it.
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
May 1971
The buzz of anticipation when the train from Belfast appeared on the horizon, chugging slowly into Connolly station – where supporters of the Irish Women’s Liberation Movement were waiting to greet their sisters – grew to an excited clamour as the train clickety-clacked its way to the barrier before coming to a stop. A sea of placards waved in the air and the cheers grew higher, reaching a crescendo when the women poured out of the carriages, waving their contraceptives in the air, much to the bemusement of the customs officials. The TV cameras whirred, and Imelda waved her banner while making sure to keep her face partially hidden, unwilling to be seen on the news later, and envious of the women around her who had no such qualms.
‘Let them through! Let them through!’ The chant grew louder and louder as the women surged forward to encourage the lawbreakers on the other side of the platform. Imelda swallowed hard, overcome with emotion, and felt tears slide down her cheeks. The women beside her were crying too, tears of joy and relief, knowing that they were at long last beginning the journey to reclaim control of their own sexuality and fertility from the hands of men, and the Church.
Teresa had said that at one of her Women’s Liberation meetings they’d been told that in many family units there were often as many as ten or twelve children, if not more. She’d already been pregnant five times, and she could still have fifteen years left of fertility. The sooner contraception was made legal the better, she’d decided, offering to be at the homecoming of the ‘Contraceptive Train’ to support her friend.
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Imelda felt fiercely proud waving to Teresa, who was walking along the platform on the other side of the barrier, triumphantly holding up her haul of condoms and spermicidal jelly, and grinning from ear to ear. In one fluid movement, the crowd of women surged past the customs officials and out onto the concourse, singing ‘We Shall Overcome’, and Imelda knew she was seeing history in the making.