Chapters (66)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- PART ONE
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- PART TWO
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- PART THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- About the Author
A care-worn woman carrying a squalling baby and a holding a lively toddler by the hand came in and Imelda felt a kinship as she swallowed hard and managed a small smile before leaving to rejoin her mother.
She knew Larry wouldn’t mind that she was pregnant. He loved their children and had endless patience with them, far more than she had. She was lucky in that regard, she supposed. She had a good husband who provided well for the family, and who helped her out as much as he could with the children, and their elderly parents.
He had taught her to drive after Keelin was born, and bought her a car because he felt she needed to be independent. Being able to drive had balanced, somewhat, the overwhelming sense of being trapped when she’d held her baby daughter for the first time and realized, with a sinking heart, that here was another responsibility, another demand on her, pushing her dreams of living her own life, unchained by the needs of others, away for ever.
Imelda sighed. She’d felt so unlike most other women of her age, who seemed to adore their babies. She must be unnatural, she thought, because had she and Larry been childless, it wouldn’t have upset her in the slightest.
Learning to drive had been a double-edged sword. Very few women in the townland had cars of their own and she was plagued to give lifts to all and sundry. She’d to bring her mother-in-law to a dental appointment tomorrow morning, and Peter to an eye clinic for a follow-up appointment after his surgery to correct his squint. She was practically living in hospitals these days. Imelda frowned, sitting back down beside her mother. And then she remembered she’d promised her mother she would help write her grandmother’s memorial cards today, as well.
Granny Dunne had died in the autumn and Elizabeth wanted to have everything done properly so that people wouldn’t be talking about how long it took to get the headstone for the grave, and to send the memorial cards.
Granny’s passing had freed her up a little, Imelda admitted. But it had been a hard year, with her mother’s bronchitis, Granny Dunne’s last illness, and her father’s fall from the tractor and subsequent back surgery, which left him limping and crotchety.