Chapters (66)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- PART ONE
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- PART TWO
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- PART THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- About the Author
They were lost in their own thoughts when Marie-Claire slid a CD into the player. ‘Listen to this. I was at a gig this fabulous singer/songwriter was playing at a while back and I’ve absolutely fallen in love with her. What a voice. What a talent. What a committed activist,’ she enthused. ‘Midwives for Choice, Repeal the Eighth, she’s always quietly working in the background, seeking no fame or glory. But wait until you hear her voice and listen to the song she wrote for the Magdalene women. It blew me away. Her name is Ciara Sidine. It’s called “Finest Flower”.’
She turned the CD on and a voice, pure and resonant with depth and emotion floated from the speakers.
There’s a valley of stone
Deep down in my soul
A restless place where stories roam
Nights when I lie awake
In a traceless haze
Of steam and smoke
There’s a sisterhood of fallen dreams
Landed in a godless place
And oh though I lost you there a long time ago
Oh, my joy to care in a barren zone
Not for one minute of an hour
My finest flower
Did I ever let you go
Mary said she’d get free
Though she made good her plan
Did she know she’d be running still
When out into the night she ran?
For Jenny Dwyer
The same night came
By a fever taken so they told us
They who took her name
And oh though she lost you there a long time ago
To live and die unmarked, unknown
Not for one minute of an hour
My finest flower
Did she ever let you go
Me, I guess that I was blessed
For I knew love
Could know no shame
When I held you to my breast
And called your name
Till the day I found
An empty space
The day I never let you go
Oh the weight of the love you have
But cannot hold
Cos I lost you there a long time ago
My joy to care in a valley of stone
Not for one minute of an hour
My finest flower
Did I ever let you go
My heart my joy my very own
Not for one minute of an hour
My finest flower
No I never let you go
The last poignant notes faded away. Brigid sat stock-still in the back seat beside Imelda, tears pouring down her face. That could have been written about me, if I’d had my baby,’ she wept. ‘But even though I lost her, those words – “Not for one minute of an hour, My finest flower, Did I ever let you go” – that’s my life every day. I think of my child and know that she is always with me. Always,’ Brigid sobbed. Broken.