Chapters (67)
- Cover
- One
- Two
- Three
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- Six
- Seven
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- Nine
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- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
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- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
He was glad of it. Rosie, his course, his future – he wanted to keep it all to himself now, he needed to think everything through, not once but many times, turn it over and look at it, though he had been doing that for the past three weeks without coming to any conclusions. His mother was a good listener, she wouldn’t push solutions at him, but she would still be his mother, worried, trying to help, asking too many questions he couldn’t yet answer.
The roads were getting easier, and the temperature had risen to plus two on the panel. He had to slow down as he turned into the twisting village street, and Cat looked for house names and numbers. When they saw Ferndale, she was out of the car before the wheels had stopped turning.
There were no more messages so Sam turned on Radio 2 and a strange, wild singing voice he didn’t recognise, though his mother would have known from the first couple of notes that he was listening to Kate Bush.
He slumped down in the seat, folded his arms and went to sleep.
He surfaced twenty minutes later when the band was the Raconteurs, their song ‘Help Me Stranger’, and the blue light of an ambulance was turning in front of his eyes.
‘Serious then?’ he said when it had moved away, siren winding up and Cat got into the car.
‘Meningitis. They should have called the paramedics, not me.’
‘Will she be OK?’
Cat shook her head, saying nothing.
‘Not sure what order you want to do this but a sister at BG rang about a Mr –’
‘Lionel Brown. Oh God, yes, and I haven’t called her back.’
‘And the vet says one of us ought to visit Wookie or he’ll think he’s been abandoned and lose the will to live. I’ll do that. Hospital?’
‘I ought to look in on Mr Curtis first – five minutes.’
It was twenty before she escaped.
Twenty-Nine
Friday night and there was never time to talk to anyone, the queue stretched round the block, even tonight, with a freezing wind off the canal and sleet underfoot. They didn’t seem to notice, in skimpy frocks made of tissue paper, skirts up to thighs and beyond, only one in twenty wore any sort of jacket or scarf. Vince walked up and down the line. You’d expect them all to catch their death, their lips to have gone blue, but they’d be back the same tomorrow. He dreaded the day when his own started wanting to join the clubbers. Tommy. Connor. Brookie. Alfie.