Contents ( 25)
- keith prime
- the age of love
- frequently asked questions about your craniotomy
- WHAT HAPPENS DURING A CRANIOTOMY?
- IS IT TRUE I WILL HAVE TO BE AWAKE DURING MY CRANIOTOMY?
- WON’T I BE IN PAIN IF I’M AWAKE DURING MY CRANIOTOMY?
- WHAT WILL MY BRAIN BE LIKE AFTER MY CRANIOTOMY?
- WHAT ARE THE COMPLICATIONS THAT CAN OCCUR FROM A CRANIOTOMY?
- WHY SHOULD I CHOOSE ST. TERESA OF ÁVILA HOSPITAL FOR MY CRANIOTOMY?
- CAN YOU TELL ME ABOUT YOUR SURGICAL TEAM?
- YOU’RE KIND OF ANGRY, AND THAT’S NOT VERY PROFESSIONAL. IS EVERYTHING OKAY?
- HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT NOT BEING A NEUROSURGEON?
- HOW ARE YOU GOING TO MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE?
- DID YOU TAKE THE ADVICE OF THE DEPARTMENT STORE REINCARNATION OF YOUR MOTHER?
- WHAT ELSE DID YOUR FAMILY THROW IN THE POOL?
- architecture for monsters
- the promised hostel
- you will never be forgotten
- camp jabberwocky for recovering internet trolls
- to save the universe, we must also save ourselves
- realtor to the damned
- not setsuko
- acknowledgments
- A Note About the Author
- contents
IS THERE A PIECE OF HOPE YOU CAN IMPART TO READERS OF THESE FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS, SOMETHING YOU’VE LEARNED FROM STARING DOWN THE NAKED OCCIPITAL LOBE OR LOSING A PATIENT TO A RANDOM BASILAR ANEURYSM OR HEARING THE NURSES AND RESIDENTS CHANGE SHIFTS FOR THE NIGHT, THE VARIOUS RHYTHMS OF THE HOSPITAL, OR THE SUICIDE OF YOUR HUSBAND, OR TRYING TO REACH YOUR SONS BY RUINING YOUR BELONGINGS IN THE POOL?
Read these answers once again, but very slowly. Recite to yourself, “I am alive.”
architecture for monsters
Broken Rib Cage rises above the desert of Abu Dhabi like a satanic cathedral.* The condominium tower is ninety-one stories of bleached-bone concrete curving from a sternum. This skeletal structure lacks the dancer’s aplomb of a Calatrava: halfway up, steel beams wrench apart the façade, offering a glimpse into a courtyard that’s so fecund, it’s visceral. Critics have proclaimed it a magnum opus of feral genius, while others have mocked the aesthetic as “roadkill architecture.” It is the most famous of the Damaged Organ buildings by Helen Dannenforth, an iconic, if controversial, doyenne of the field. Her sensibility has been lambasted as viciously carnal, if not outright bloodthirsty. “I was watching videos of surgeries,” she said of her design. “As I saw doctors crack a man’s chest and force a window to his heart, I was compelled to sketch.”
It has been a good year for Dannenforth. A MacArthur fellowship was followed by a successful bid for the renovated Bilbao–Abando high-speed train station. The Met is putting on a retrospective of her work, a rarity for a living practitioner. Early access to the exhibition was like peering inside a cabinet of wonders. Here stood the presentation for her Memory of Skin pavilion at the Serpentine Gallery, a series of porous mesh panels rigged as the masts of a galleon upon which a plush, synthetic coral would grow via photocells. The artificial tissue would retain every indentation, every cicatrix incurred on its surface from human interaction before being removed at the end of the summer. There lay her drawings, done in brush pen with flourishes of watercolor, the details wrought with the precision of a miniaturist. Whispers circulate that she’s the forerunner for the coveted Pritzker Prize. None of these accolades affect the woman herself, who in a few weeks will be fêted by friends and family in celebration of her fifty-fifth birthday.
I had the privilege to observe this feigned disaffection in person, when I interviewed Helen Dannenforth on Long Island, a few hours from the firm she founded in SoHo. Her Cumulus House ripples in contrast with the silhouettes of the surrounding manors. East Hampton commonly conjures visuals of rustic shingles salted by ocean winds, gambrel roofs, wraparound verandas, shuttered bay window seats. While she retained many of these elements—white trim, transomed doors—the classic cedar shakes have been changed to aluminum. As the pitched roof slopes into frothy formlessness, it’s as cells replicating in a petri dish or the transition of rutted terrain to sky, those eponymous cumuli witnessed from the belly of a passenger jet. The house is a regression to precognition, to lying in her Michigan backyard as a child and staring up at sheets breezy on the line. It is an homage to laundry, weeds, naming clouds after the animals they resemble, power lines, suburbia, reverie.