Fitz’s face was no longer merely impassive, Lloyd saw. He was struggling to maintain control. Lloyd understood that his mother had put her finger on the real problem. It was not so much that Fitz was ashamed of having an illegitimate son; he was too proud to accept that he had loved a housemaid. He probably loved Ethel more than his wife, Lloyd guessed. And that upset all his most fundamental beliefs about the social hierarchy.
Lloyd spoke for the first time. ‘I was with Boy at the end, sir. He died bravely.’
For the first time, Fitz looked at him. ‘My son doesn’t require your approval,’ he said.
Lloyd felt as if he had been slapped.
Even Ethel was shocked. ‘Fitz!’ she said. ‘How can you be so mean?’
At that point Daisy came in.
‘Hello, Fitz!’ she said gaily. ‘You probably thought you’d got rid of me, but now you’re my father-in-law again. Isn’t that amusing?’
Ethel said: ‘I’m just trying to persuade Fitz to shake Lloyd’s hand.’
Fitz said: ‘I try to avoid shaking hands with socialists.’
Ethel was fighting a losing battle, but she would not give up. ‘See how much of yourself there is in him! He resembles you, dresses like you, shares your interest in politics – he’ll probably end up Foreign Secretary, which you always wanted to be!’
Fitz’s expression darkened further. ‘It is now most unlikely that I shall ever be Foreign Secretary.’ He went to the door. ‘And it would not please me in the least if that great office of state were to be held by my Bolshevik bastard!’ With that he walked out.
Ethel burst into tears.
Daisy put her arm around Lloyd. ‘I’m so sorry,’ she said.
‘Don’t worry,’ Lloyd said. ‘I’m not shocked or disappointed.’ This was not true, but he did not want to appear pathetic. ‘I was rejected by him a long time ago.’ He looked at Daisy with adoration. ‘I’m lucky to have plenty of other people who love me.’
Ethel said tearfully: ‘It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have asked him to come here. I might have known it would turn out badly.’
‘Never mind,’ said Daisy. ‘I have some good news.’
Lloyd smiled at her. ‘What’s that?’
She looked at Ethel. ‘Are you ready for this?’
‘I think so.’
‘Come on,’ said Lloyd. ‘What is it?’
Daisy said: ‘We’re going to have a baby.’
(iii)
Carla’s brother, Erik, came home that summer, near to death. He had contracted tuberculosis in a Soviet labour camp, and they had released him when he became too ill to work. He had been sleeping rough for weeks, travelling on freight trains and begging lifts on lorries. He arrived at the von Ulrich house barefoot and wearing filthy clothes. His face was like a skull.
However, he did not die. It might have been being with people who loved him; or the warmer weather as winter turned into spring; or perhaps just rest; but he coughed less and regained enough energy to do some work around the house, boarding up smashed windows, repairing roof tiles, unblocking pipes.