‘But he should be thinking of his own future. Any day now the Allies will be in charge here. They will punish Nazi crimes.’
Gisela said: ‘If we’re all dead, who’s going to accuse him?’
‘I will,’ said Carla.
The other two stared at her, not speaking.
Carla realized that even though she was not Jewish she, too, would be shot, to prevent her bearing witness.
Casting about for ideas, she said: ‘Perhaps, if Dobberke spared us, it would help him with the Allies.’
‘That’s a thought,’ said Hannelore. ‘We could all sign a declaration saying that he saved our lives.’
Carla looked enquiringly at Gisela. Her expression was dubious, but she said: ‘He might do it.’
Hannelore looked around. ‘There’s Hilde,’ she said. ‘She acts as a secretary for Dobberke.’ She called the woman over and explained the plan.
‘I’ll type out release documents for everyone,’ Hilde said. ‘We’ll ask him to sign them before we give him the declaration.’
There were no guards within the basement area, just at the ground-floor door and the tunnel, so the prisoners could move around freely inside. Hilde went into the room that served as Dobberke’s underground office. She typed the declaration first. Hannelore and Carla went around the basement explaining the plan and getting everyone to sign. Meanwhile Hilde typed the release documents.
By the time they finished it was the middle of the night. There was no more they could do until Dobberke showed up in the morning.
Carla lay on the floor next to Rebecca Rosen. There was nowhere else to sleep.
After a while Rebecca began to cry quietly.
Carla was not sure what to do. She wanted to give comfort, but no words came. What did you say to a child who had just seen both her parents killed? The muffled weeping continued. In the end Carla rolled over and put her arms around Rebecca.
She knew immediately that she had done the right thing. Rebecca cuddled up to her, head on her breast. Carla patted her back as if she were a baby. Slowly the sobs eased and eventually Rebecca fell asleep.
Carla did not sleep. She spent the night making imaginary speeches to the camp commandant. Sometimes she appealed to his better nature, sometimes she threatened him with Allied justice, sometimes she argued from his own self-interest.
She tried not to think about the process of being shot. Erik had explained to her how the Nazis executed people twelve at a time in Russia. She supposed they would have an efficient system here too. It was hard to imagine. Perhaps that was just as well.
She could probably escape shooting if she left the camp right now, or first thing in the morning. She was not an inmate, nor a Jew, and her papers were perfectly in order. She could go out the way she came in, dressed in her nurse’s uniform. But that would mean abandoning both Hannelore and Rebecca. She could not bring herself to do that, no matter how badly she longed to get out of here.