Chapters (92)
- Cover
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- About the Author
Karen is grateful and annoyed in equal measure when she is snapped out of her reverie by her phone. She checks her watch: ten past seven. She had promised Smeed he would have his daily updates by eight. Or had she told him seven? If this is him calling to demand it, I won’t be able to keep it polite, she has time to think while digging through her coat pocket. She is relieved to find that it’s not Jounas Smeed calling.
‘Hi, Aylin!’ she says and leans back. ‘You have no idea how happy I am it’s you.’
A chuckle on the other end. A small one. Hesitant.
‘Really? Well, I’m actually not sure why I’m calling. Just had a minute and thought . . .’
Sadness suddenly washes over Karen. It feels like something she wants to hold on to is dissolving and slipping through her fingers. Is this what they’ve come to? Do they need a special reason to call each other now after being friends for ten years? They first got to know each other when Karen had just moved back to Doggerland, crippled by grief. Aylin had just divorced Eirik’s brother. After four years of unsuccessful attempts to conceive, Aylin had found out that her husband had fallen in love with a Norwegian flight attendant whom he’d managed to knock up on the first try. And Eirik had fought a three-front war, determined to both bring Karen back from the dead and console his ex-sister-in-law, while struggling with his parents’ revulsion at what they called ‘his choice of lifestyle’. Battered and broken, the three of them had supported each other, like a rickety three-legged stool.
A couple of years later, Marike had joined their group and, soon after, Kore had turned Eirik’s world upside down. And then Bo Ramnes had done the same to Aylin’s. But rather than bringing a new friend into their circle, his appearance had led to Aylin drifting away. Bo Ramnes turned out to have no interest in socialising with a couple of gays, a Danish art hag and a copper. And the feeling was mutual.
Maybe I should have tried harder, Karen thinks now and presses the phone to her ear to shut out the pub noise.
‘Good thinking,’ she says, ‘it’s been too long. I don’t think we’ve seen each other since my birthday, have we?’
‘Just once. I actually visited you in the hospital, but you were pretty out of it.’
‘Oh, right. I do remember you coming to see me. That was a good book you gave me, by the way.’
‘I know I should have been in touch more, but things have just been so . . .’
Aylin trails off again.
‘Don’t worry about it, I know you have a lot on your plate. Because you were going to back to work, weren’t you, now that the kids are both in nursery?’