Chapters (92)
- Cover
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- About the Author
Karl Björken is staring blankly at the screen even though it’s been several minutes since he stopped taking in the information about the contents of Fredrik Stuub’s computer displayed on it. His thoughts are on Ingrid and the children in their terraced house in Sande.
He’d thought he’d managed to dodge the bullet when he was last home, narrowly avoiding a big row. And the fact is the weekend had been everything he’d hoped for; the children had been unusually well-behaved, and he and Ingrid had both made an effort to avoid The Subject.
But late on Sunday night, right after they’d made love for the second time that weekend, he’d made his first big mistake. After setting the alarm on his phone, he had sighed and said something about how he wasn’t going to get much sleep before he had to get up again.
‘Unlike me, you mean?’ Ingrid had snapped. ‘Fine, you try staying home with the kids by yourself and we’ll see how many hours of sleep you get.’
The way she jumped down his throat and the fact that she didn’t mind ruining what had been two frictionless days, had made disappointment crowd out caution. And that was when he had made his second mistake.
‘I don’t know why you’re in such a hurry to go back to work – you don’t even like your job,’ he’d said. ‘Every night when you got home all you did was complain and say how much you disliked it and wanted to quit.’
It was the truth. Ingrid’s job in the public relations department of the Provincial Board in Dunker had been a constant source of frustration as she was tasked with spinning desperate, economically motivated or simply idiotic decisions as success stories in the media through ‘proactive informational efforts’. And Karl had been genuinely appalled when Ingrid was twice passed over for promotion in favour of men in their early twenties with CVs that might have been believable for someone twice their age. Ingrid had increasingly taken to venting over dinner and had started reading the job ads more frequently.
And now their childminder had called Ingrid to tell them she was moving to Amsterdam to live with her sister. And, as his wife had frostily pointed out on the phone, they’re no longer on the waiting list for state-provided day care. Karl had felt the annual fee of 300 marks was an unnecessary expense since they’d found a private childminder they were happy with.
The caseworker Ingrid had talked to had apparently told her the wait was at least eight months. At a minimum. But something might open up after the summer, if they were lucky.
‘How am I ever supposed to find a new job, if I’m trapped at home?’ Ingrid had said, her voice dangerously calm.
He would have preferred yelling.