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Chapters (92)
  1. Cover
  2. Maps
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Chapter 86
  91. Epilogue
  92. About the Author

Aylin slowly shakes her head, then looks up and meets her eyes for a second before averting them again.

‘I’m so ashamed, Karen. And I know what you want me to do but reporting him will only make it worse. I’m to blame too, you know, for things having ended up like this.’

‘I’m not going to force you do anything,’ Karen replies gently. ‘From now on, you make all the decisions. Except for one.’

Aylin stares mutely at her mug.

‘I never want to hear you say this is your fault again. I don’t want you to even think it. Am I making myself clear?’

Aylin still doesn’t respond, just sniffles and wipes her nose on her wrist.

‘I’ve seen this before,’ Karen says, ‘so I know what’s going to happen if you change your mind and go back. It’s only a matter of time.’

Aylin slowly shakes her head.

‘He’s never going to let me get away.’

‘You did get away. You’ve already left him; the hardest part is behind you.’

Aylin lifts up her head at that, looks Karen straight in the eye and gives her an almost pitying smile.

‘This is only the beginning,’ she says. ‘Don’t you see that?’

Karen waits for her to continue.

‘You’ve tried before?’ she asks eventually.

‘Twice. Once just after Mikkel was born and again early last year.’

‘What happened? Drink some of your hot chocolate before it gets cold,’ she adds and watches as Aylin obediently raises her mug and grimaces when it bumps against her split lip.

Karen doesn’t touch her own glass.

‘The first time, I made it a few blocks down the street. I just took the children and walked out the front door without any idea where I was going. Stupid, obviously; he noticed within five minutes and caught up before we had even crossed Kaupinggate.’

‘What happened afterwards?’

‘He actually calmed down for a while after that, as though what he’d done had scared him, too. He promised it would never happen again, but, well, you know . . .’

‘Was that the first time he hit you?’

‘It was the first time he drew blood. Before then, it was mostly grabbing and the occasional slap. I think maybe that was what made me walk out that time, seeing the blood on the sofa. He accidentally got my nose,’ she adds. ‘I don’t think he meant to.’

Karen closes her eyes briefly and forces her anger down. Not now, not yet.

‘And the time after that, what happened then?’

Aylin raises her mug again but puts it back down without drinking.