Chapters (92)
- Cover
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- About the Author
No, it’s not enough time, she tells herself. It’s too risky. Safer to wait for another opportunity. He might leave her alone for a few days now – he usually does after an explosion like the one last night. Better to wait until after the holidays, too, when he’s back to working regular hours. When I can plan better, make it easier on the children.
She pulls up her trousers, stands up and flushes. Her nether regions feel like they’re on fire. She turns the tap on and washes her hands, watching the water flow over her wedding ring and into the wide sink, twisting down the drain. Then she looks up, meets her own eyes in the mirror and studies the right one that is almost too swollen to see out of, the black crack where her lip split, the fresh thumb marks on her throat. This time, there was no point getting out her many shades of concealer. Even Bo realised as much.
‘Mum slipped on the stairs,’ he said at breakfast yesterday and was met by silence. She had smiled reassuringly at Mikkel but had been too afraid to look Tyra in the eyes.
Another quick glance at the watch; it’s already been eleven minutes. If I . . . no, I won’t have time; I have to wait. For the children . . .
Her thoughts are interrupted by images flashing before her eyes: Tyra’s teddy, the puddle of pee on the stairs. She had known even before she opened the door to the children’s bedroom. Mikkel was still asleep and as blissfully ignorant as she has been telling herself he is. But Tyra . . . She had found her curled up under her duvet with wide, staring eyes and soaked pyjama bottoms.
That’s an image she will never be able to erase from her memory.
‘It’s OK, sweetheart,’ she’d murmured while she pulled off her daughter’s wet bottoms and helped her put on dry ones.
Tyra had made no reply.
‘Everything’s going to be all right again, Mummy promises,’ she’d repeated over and over again, stroking her hair. ‘Mummy promises.’
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