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Chapters (92)
  1. Cover
  2. Maps
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Chapter 86
  91. Epilogue
  92. About the Author

No, it’s not enough time, she tells herself. It’s too risky. Safer to wait for another opportunity. He might leave her alone for a few days now – he usually does after an explosion like the one last night. Better to wait until after the holidays, too, when he’s back to working regular hours. When I can plan better, make it easier on the children.

She pulls up her trousers, stands up and flushes. Her nether regions feel like they’re on fire. She turns the tap on and washes her hands, watching the water flow over her wedding ring and into the wide sink, twisting down the drain. Then she looks up, meets her own eyes in the mirror and studies the right one that is almost too swollen to see out of, the black crack where her lip split, the fresh thumb marks on her throat. This time, there was no point getting out her many shades of concealer. Even Bo realised as much.

‘Mum slipped on the stairs,’ he said at breakfast yesterday and was met by silence. She had smiled reassuringly at Mikkel but had been too afraid to look Tyra in the eyes.

Another quick glance at the watch; it’s already been eleven minutes. If I . . . no, I won’t have time; I have to wait. For the children . . .

Her thoughts are interrupted by images flashing before her eyes: Tyra’s teddy, the puddle of pee on the stairs. She had known even before she opened the door to the children’s bedroom. Mikkel was still asleep and as blissfully ignorant as she has been telling herself he is. But Tyra . . . She had found her curled up under her duvet with wide, staring eyes and soaked pyjama bottoms.

That’s an image she will never be able to erase from her memory.

‘It’s OK, sweetheart,’ she’d murmured while she pulled off her daughter’s wet bottoms and helped her put on dry ones.

Tyra had made no reply.

‘Everything’s going to be all right again, Mummy promises,’ she’d repeated over and over again, stroking her hair. ‘Mummy promises.’

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