Chapters (92)
- Cover
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- About the Author
She turns the radio on and immediately changes the channel when the morning service theme begins to stream out of the speakers. It takes her few seconds to find a channel she can bear, but when she does, she turns the volume up and leans back. Drumming her fingers to the beat of the opening riff of ‘Start Me Up’, Karen accelerates, singing loudly enough to drown out Mick Jagger.
A feeling of freedom washes over her. Two months of imposed idleness, stuck at home with an aching knee and the aftermath of several broken ribs and a severe concussion has triggered thoughts and feelings that have bored her but also sometimes left her sleepless and afraid. In a matter of months her carefully controlled existence has been turned on its head. She has gone from leading a monotonous life of long workdays, the occasional visit to the local pub and solitary evenings, to dealing with the constant presence of others and a growing sense of being invaded. Sigrid hates her own house but pretends not to and Leo has never so much as hinted at when he might leave. She has avoided asking him because whatever the answer, she doesn’t want to hear it. She’s not alone anymore. She no longer knows if she wants to be.
For a few months now, her house has been filled with the sounds of other people. The clattering of plates in the kitchen, someone drawing a bath, music drifting across the yard from the annexe. Voices talking in the next room. And the smells. Fresh coffee she didn’t make, shampoo from someone’s newly washed hair. The presence of other people. Little pinpricks of joy. And then the crippling fear that follows. The constant reminder that she had all these things once before and lost them. That they can all be taken away again before you know it.
The call from Jounas Smeed had been a lifeline. Exhausted by her protracted confinement, she had welcomed the chance to return to work as though it were a sorely needed holiday. A concrete assignment, something she knows how to handle. She’s not worried about the investigation yet. What little information she’s been given about what has happened up on Noorö is too meagre to build theories or anxieties around. So far, all she feels is unadulterated, intoxicating relief.