Back Wild Dog
Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Part I
  3. July 1914
  4. Spring 2017
  5. August 1914
  6. Spring 2017
  7. August 1914
  8. August 2017
  9. August 1914
  10. August 2017
  11. August 1914
  12. August 2017
  13. August 1914
  14. August 2017
  15. August 1914
  16. August 2017
  17. September 1914
  18. August 2017
  19. Part II
  20. September 1914
  21. August 2017
  22. September 1914
  23. August 2017
  24. September 1914
  25. August 2017
  26. September 1914
  27. August 2017
  28. October 1914
  29. August 2017
  30. October 1914
  31. August 2017
  32. October 1914
  33. August 2017
  34. October 1914
  35. August 2017
  36. October 1914
  37. August 2017
  38. May 1915
  39. August 2017
  40. May 1915
  41. August 2017
  42. May 1915
  43. August 2017
  44. Part III
  45. August 2017
  46. May 1915
  47. August 2017
  48. May 1915
  49. August 2017
  50. June 1915
  51. August 2017
  52. July 1915
  53. August 2017
  54. July 1915
  55. August 2017
  56. July 1915
  57. August 2017
  58. July 1915
  59. August 2017
  60. July 1915
  61. August 2017
  62. July 1915
  63. August 2017
  64. Epilogue

They had been inseparable for much of their adult lives – in their professional lives too. It is quite something to think that for twenty-five years your life has been bound up with the person you live with, to the point that you are almost fused together. Lise had been filming a lot when they first met, getting one role after another and often travelling to the USA. She had even helped him produce his first feature film out of her own pocket. Franck had only produced short films before meeting Lise, small things that won awards at festivals but made no money. His first two feature films were flops, and again Lise had saved his skin and stopped him from going broke. Maybe that’s what being a couple means: needing someone absolutely and relying on them, knowing that depending on the circumstances, one of the couple will need to be doing well when the other isn’t, otherwise the relationship would not be balanced.

She knew better than anyone what an ordeal it was to produce a film; she had a huge amount of respect for the work producers did, having to put on a show of strength and reassure others while deep down they were terrified of losing everything. Without her, Franck might not have succeeded in building the career he now had. Had they not met, he might still have been producing short films or adverts, or maybe he would have opened the restaurant he had talked about at the time, the kind of back-up plan you cling to when things aren’t going well. Over the years, Lise and Franck’s roles had balanced each other. For ten years they had both succeeded in their own careers. They had never worked together but they had always loved and supported one another, until Lise could no longer find roles at her level, and then she lost the desire to act. Acting is a profession that leaves little room for you to be yourself, and once she had reached forty, Lise had no longer wanted to be somebody else, to play a character more or like her, to appear in front of a camera that captured the slightest wrinkle or lack of sparkle. She could no longer stand the feeling of having that eye focused on her, observing everything. Because screen acting always comes back to lying about your age: you play thirty-year-olds at forty, forty-year-olds at fifty, and you lie more and more desperately. Having played one character after another, she no longer knew who she really was, or what she liked, or what kind of life she wanted. What she was really searching for was authenticity, calm and peace. That’s why Lise felt completely at home here before she had even seen the whole house or explored its surroundings. At least here she had everything she wanted, for three weeks minimum.