Back Wild Dog
Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Part I
  3. July 1914
  4. Spring 2017
  5. August 1914
  6. Spring 2017
  7. August 1914
  8. August 2017
  9. August 1914
  10. August 2017
  11. August 1914
  12. August 2017
  13. August 1914
  14. August 2017
  15. August 1914
  16. August 2017
  17. September 1914
  18. August 2017
  19. Part II
  20. September 1914
  21. August 2017
  22. September 1914
  23. August 2017
  24. September 1914
  25. August 2017
  26. September 1914
  27. August 2017
  28. October 1914
  29. August 2017
  30. October 1914
  31. August 2017
  32. October 1914
  33. August 2017
  34. October 1914
  35. August 2017
  36. October 1914
  37. August 2017
  38. May 1915
  39. August 2017
  40. May 1915
  41. August 2017
  42. May 1915
  43. August 2017
  44. Part III
  45. August 2017
  46. May 1915
  47. August 2017
  48. May 1915
  49. August 2017
  50. June 1915
  51. August 2017
  52. July 1915
  53. August 2017
  54. July 1915
  55. August 2017
  56. July 1915
  57. August 2017
  58. July 1915
  59. August 2017
  60. July 1915
  61. August 2017
  62. July 1915
  63. August 2017
  64. Epilogue

With that, she saw him go back outside. He hadn’t realised that she was on the balcony; he must have thought she was in the bedroom or attic. He didn’t even turn around as he was leaving. This time he had his backpack with him, and the two ropes wrapped around his shoulders. He walked briskly and began going down the slope towards the hills.

Lise watched him for a while. Then she returned to her canvas. She needed to paint the oak tree last, straight after the shed with the door that Franck had left ajar, somewhat ruining the painting she had in mind. The shed wasn’t at all the same with the door open. Yet it was pretty, and in a way it gave it some life. She knew that she was completely alone now, and relished the feeling as if it were an achievement. Apart from a few quiet, scattered cicadas, there was complete silence. But it didn’t panic her; instead she welcomed it like a fifth element. It was nothing like the forced silence you get just before filming a scene, an agreed silence where everybody is quiet at once, nor the dizzying silence of the theatre. No, it was a primal, elementary silence, a silence she got better at every time she meditated. Franck and the dog were gone; she could see them getting further away, at the foot of the hill one minute and then in the woods, and she was no longer worried about what they were going to do with the rope. She was close to utter peace.

June 1915

June 1915

In Orcières, it wasn’t what they heard about the war that affected people most, it was what they no longer heard. The silence of departed men was haunting, a constant reminder of their absence. Since time immemorial there had always been men here tilling the land; their voices could be heard all through the day, and not to hear them calling from one plot of land to another was more heartbreaking than the racket had been disturbing. There at the bottom of the causses, nestled between the hills and the chalky cliffs, the shouts of the men shepherding the animals in the morning no longer rang out. They could not be heard talking to the oxen so that they would stand quietly to be harnessed. There was no more ranting as the men guided the draught animals, nor swearing, and none of the everyday words that accompanied work and the hunt. When the men had still been there, they spent their lives outside, moving about, yelling and laughing. The women didn’t see them much but they knew they were there. Now all that was left of them was the silence that reigned all over, a silence that was rent by the cries of the lions; it was worse than death. Even the dogs no longer barked.