Back Wild Dog
Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Part I
  3. July 1914
  4. Spring 2017
  5. August 1914
  6. Spring 2017
  7. August 1914
  8. August 2017
  9. August 1914
  10. August 2017
  11. August 1914
  12. August 2017
  13. August 1914
  14. August 2017
  15. August 1914
  16. August 2017
  17. September 1914
  18. August 2017
  19. Part II
  20. September 1914
  21. August 2017
  22. September 1914
  23. August 2017
  24. September 1914
  25. August 2017
  26. September 1914
  27. August 2017
  28. October 1914
  29. August 2017
  30. October 1914
  31. August 2017
  32. October 1914
  33. August 2017
  34. October 1914
  35. August 2017
  36. October 1914
  37. August 2017
  38. May 1915
  39. August 2017
  40. May 1915
  41. August 2017
  42. May 1915
  43. August 2017
  44. Part III
  45. August 2017
  46. May 1915
  47. August 2017
  48. May 1915
  49. August 2017
  50. June 1915
  51. August 2017
  52. July 1915
  53. August 2017
  54. July 1915
  55. August 2017
  56. July 1915
  57. August 2017
  58. July 1915
  59. August 2017
  60. July 1915
  61. August 2017
  62. July 1915
  63. August 2017
  64. Epilogue

When she went home at the end of the day, fatigue was a satisfaction; she returned as exhausted and sweaty as after a night of love. In the evenings everyone went home to feed the children and look after the old people; it was as if a whole new day began after work. But Joséphine, alone in her big house, dined off nothing but a little bread and some cheese. She bathed for a long time and brushed her hair, which she had under a scarf in the morning; she became a woman again. Then, rather than stay at home reading, she went out for a long walk. She walked without seeing the path, in perfect darkness. As she passed near the houses, she sometimes saw through a window a group of women and old people sitting in a circle around a candle – there was no paraffin for lamps. When she saw those gatherings she knew they were rereading the latest letter received from the front, from Fernande’s husband or Léone’s brother, Simone’s son or someone’s fiancé. Letters which gave less news than they wanted, where the men gave them instructions and warnings, as if the land could not be tended without them; letters sometimes about nothing at all, but which were upsetting because of the circumstances. Joséphine did not want to take part in these intimate gatherings, but she guessed what they were like. Reading the letters they had all received forged a bond between the villagers. They resolved that from now on they would tell each other everything, and reassure those who were worried. As close as Joséphine felt to the collective of women in the fields during the day, in the evenings she felt distant from them. After walking all the way round the village she would return by the path along the river. Night was her world; she hid her desires there, and her despair. Her footsteps made a faint noise on the dry path; she was very aware of being overlooked by the mountain, which added its shadow to the darkness. She had always been attractive to men; every time she went to Limogne or Villefranche she was surprised by the look in men’s eyes, for without doing anything she charmed them, with that same charm that no doubt magicians used to make doves disappear. But there were no more men left to admire her now.