Back Wild Dog
Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Part I
  3. July 1914
  4. Spring 2017
  5. August 1914
  6. Spring 2017
  7. August 1914
  8. August 2017
  9. August 1914
  10. August 2017
  11. August 1914
  12. August 2017
  13. August 1914
  14. August 2017
  15. August 1914
  16. August 2017
  17. September 1914
  18. August 2017
  19. Part II
  20. September 1914
  21. August 2017
  22. September 1914
  23. August 2017
  24. September 1914
  25. August 2017
  26. September 1914
  27. August 2017
  28. October 1914
  29. August 2017
  30. October 1914
  31. August 2017
  32. October 1914
  33. August 2017
  34. October 1914
  35. August 2017
  36. October 1914
  37. August 2017
  38. May 1915
  39. August 2017
  40. May 1915
  41. August 2017
  42. May 1915
  43. August 2017
  44. Part III
  45. August 2017
  46. May 1915
  47. August 2017
  48. May 1915
  49. August 2017
  50. June 1915
  51. August 2017
  52. July 1915
  53. August 2017
  54. July 1915
  55. August 2017
  56. July 1915
  57. August 2017
  58. July 1915
  59. August 2017
  60. July 1915
  61. August 2017
  62. July 1915
  63. August 2017
  64. Epilogue

Since the beginning of the war women had worked hard to keep things going but yields had fallen by half, mainly because the equipment was too old and heavy and because they had no fertiliser any more, no arsenic or sulphur, nothing to help things grow. The chemical industry now only serviced the war effort, so in Orcières the women had to bend double to pull out bindweed and couch grass with their bare hands. For a year they had been weeding using nothing but their own strength. Without any draught animals or fertiliser, the ground was a hundred times more difficult to work, and their hands grew calloused and their arms as hard as steel. Chemical products were used to make toxic gas that drove the men from their trenches and then killed them in the open air. All industrial efforts were geared to making more cannons and firearms; day and night the assembly lines worked to churn out brand-new aeroplanes and tanks, so there was no prospect of them starting to manufacture spades or ploughs again soon, still less fertiliser or scythes. In any case, there was no money to pay for any of that. Since the departure of the men, the land was more depleted and the nights more lonely. The spring days might have been beautiful, but there was no chance to sit down in the shade of the walnut trees or draw fresh water from the well. The only advantage of the punishing work was that it kept the women from thinking too much, or waiting for post that never came, or dreaming of leave for their menfolk in the event that they did not get killed.

Since the end of winter, Joséphine had been helping on the farms, even in the fields. She had not wanted a commemorative mass for her husband, nor even a wake. As the death had not been marked, the villagers were unsure how to behave towards Joséphine. A death without a burial seemed insubstantial and abstract, more of an absence than a death. So Joséphine spent exhausting days in the fields of others and they understood that she wanted to be something other than just a widow, From then on, as well as helping them write letters and look after the children, she donned clogs that were too big for her to go weeding, harrowing, hoeing. She wore farm clothes and took on all sorts of chores, which left her wrung out and dulled, as if she had taken wine that was too strong. Unlike the others, she welcomed the fatigue that allowed her not to think of her husband, nor of the lover who would not offer himself to her, nor of her fierce desire which remained unfulfilled. There was no need for her to commune with God to experience the bitter thought of sin.