Back Wild Dog
Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Part I
  3. July 1914
  4. Spring 2017
  5. August 1914
  6. Spring 2017
  7. August 1914
  8. August 2017
  9. August 1914
  10. August 2017
  11. August 1914
  12. August 2017
  13. August 1914
  14. August 2017
  15. August 1914
  16. August 2017
  17. September 1914
  18. August 2017
  19. Part II
  20. September 1914
  21. August 2017
  22. September 1914
  23. August 2017
  24. September 1914
  25. August 2017
  26. September 1914
  27. August 2017
  28. October 1914
  29. August 2017
  30. October 1914
  31. August 2017
  32. October 1914
  33. August 2017
  34. October 1914
  35. August 2017
  36. October 1914
  37. August 2017
  38. May 1915
  39. August 2017
  40. May 1915
  41. August 2017
  42. May 1915
  43. August 2017
  44. Part III
  45. August 2017
  46. May 1915
  47. August 2017
  48. May 1915
  49. August 2017
  50. June 1915
  51. August 2017
  52. July 1915
  53. August 2017
  54. July 1915
  55. August 2017
  56. July 1915
  57. August 2017
  58. July 1915
  59. August 2017
  60. July 1915
  61. August 2017
  62. July 1915
  63. August 2017
  64. Epilogue

Nonetheless, he was annoyed that he was getting tired so quickly. Was he just too sedentary, going from lunch to a meeting, to a seat on the TGV or an aeroplane? The worrying realisation that he was no longer in good shape, not even capable of a half-hour hike in the woods, struck him. His pride did not allow him to ask Lise if they could take a break, yet he was out of breath and it was stiflingly hot. He felt somehow powerless. If he had to run or fight for himself one day, if he was pursued by some unknown danger and needed to get away, he would be out of breath after a hundred metres and at the mercy of the predator … Thinking back to his emails, he was suddenly aware that he was easy prey, an ageing male who would be caught by the first predator that came along. The image of Liem and Travis as greedy hunters came to mind. If they were really coming after him, would he be able to fight back? If they tried to force him to give up his entire library for a deal with Netflix or Amazon, would he be able to stop them? He remembered what a handler on a shoot had told him: ‘When you’re confronted with a wolf, you have to think like a wolf.’ That’s what he had to do, or their energy and youth would get the better of him. He couldn’t carry on being the wise, self-assured fifty-something, a veteran bolstered by past successes. Past successes were useless in a world where you needed to be constantly reinventing yourself, throwing yourself back in, challenging yourself …

‘Franck, are you OK?’

‘Yes, damn it, I’m OK … Everything’s fine, Lise, everything’s fine.’

Until now he had opted to trust Liem and Travis, but that had given them the impression he was pliable, harmless and resting on his laurels. Appearing harmless had been his mistake. How could he see off their suspect plans, how could he confront them if he didn’t show that he was just as tenacious and willing to attack? The toughest prey is the one that fights back.