Back Wild Dog
Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Part I
  3. July 1914
  4. Spring 2017
  5. August 1914
  6. Spring 2017
  7. August 1914
  8. August 2017
  9. August 1914
  10. August 2017
  11. August 1914
  12. August 2017
  13. August 1914
  14. August 2017
  15. August 1914
  16. August 2017
  17. September 1914
  18. August 2017
  19. Part II
  20. September 1914
  21. August 2017
  22. September 1914
  23. August 2017
  24. September 1914
  25. August 2017
  26. September 1914
  27. August 2017
  28. October 1914
  29. August 2017
  30. October 1914
  31. August 2017
  32. October 1914
  33. August 2017
  34. October 1914
  35. August 2017
  36. October 1914
  37. August 2017
  38. May 1915
  39. August 2017
  40. May 1915
  41. August 2017
  42. May 1915
  43. August 2017
  44. Part III
  45. August 2017
  46. May 1915
  47. August 2017
  48. May 1915
  49. August 2017
  50. June 1915
  51. August 2017
  52. July 1915
  53. August 2017
  54. July 1915
  55. August 2017
  56. July 1915
  57. August 2017
  58. July 1915
  59. August 2017
  60. July 1915
  61. August 2017
  62. July 1915
  63. August 2017
  64. Epilogue

He was about to cup his hands around his mouth and call out … But the idea of calling ‘Lise’ over and over, making her name echo round the hills, seemed excessive and frightening. For the first time, shouting was the only way of reaching her. And yet he couldn’t bring himself to do it. In the vast echo of the hills her name would ring out alarmingly. He got back in the car, turned on the ignition and honked several times in a row, a series of quick blasts. It was incredible, the way it echoed. Unbeknownst to him, he sent the jays, magpies and goldfinches into a panic; the deer, wild boar and hares in the woods stiffened in fright; he terrified the foxes, field mice and all the other fleeing creatures. He spread fear everywhere his hooting could be heard, setting off waves of frightened reactions. In giving in to his fear, he had caused all of nature around him to panic. Yet when he stopped, the silence became even more complete. He got out of the car, terrified at how powerless the woods made him feel.

It had become so normal to find somebody as soon as you wanted them, to reach them straight away by phone call or text. But here, surrounded by hills that went on forever, he couldn’t do anything. So, he pulled himself together, doing what he would have done if she had been there with him, telling him to calm down. He told himself that she must have gone for a walk, that she had gone for her first hike; yes, that was it, she had wanted to come here to go walking and take full advantage of its isolation. Unless she had been frightened when she woke up all alone in the big bed and opened the curtains to find nothing but green, empty space. He leant against the car, defeated by his surroundings.