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Chapters (37)
  1. COVER
  2. DEDICATION
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. THREE
  6. FOUR
  7. FIVE
  8. SIX
  9. SEVEN
  10. EIGHT
  11. NINE
  12. TEN
  13. ELEVEN
  14. TWELVE
  15. THIRTEEN
  16. FOURTEEN
  17. FIFTEEN
  18. ONE MONTH LATER
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. SEVEN YEARS AGO
  27. TWENTY-THREE
  28. THE PRESENT
  29. TWENTY-FOUR
  30. TWENTY-FIVE
  31. TWENTY-SIX
  32. TWENTY-SEVEN
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT
  34. TWENTY-NINE
  35. THIRTY
  36. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  37. DISCOVER MORE

I didn’t care that Wynonna was sweaty, dirty, possibly covered in blood. I didn’t care that she looked like she was having the worst day of her life. All I cared about was that—right here, right now—she was the most important thing to Imogen Klutz.

In that moment, I wished I was Wynonna Jones.

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“You excited for the eclipse tomorrow?” said Mom, on the drive home.

I pretended to mull the question over. Shrugged. It was easier than telling Mom I didn’t give one single crap.

“You should be excited,” she said. “Did you know that Carbondale will experience the longest duration of totality in the entire United States?”

I did, in fact, know this. Everyone in town talked about it like it was the Apollo 11 moon landing—which it definitely wasn’t.

“It’s cool, I guess,” I said.

Mom rolled her eyes.

“How about Romeo and Juliet?” said Dad. “You got those lines memorized?”

Now that was something I could get excited about. I gave a toothy smile. Nodded elatedly.

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I never fell asleep that night—the first blip in a pattern that would grow to haunt me.

I couldn’t even begin to fathom the scar that accident left on my brain. The memory faded like a dream, but the scar remained. A scar filled with crumpled metal, and shattered glass, and blood. So much blood.

The next day, Mom, Dad, Willow, and I joined fourteen thousand people who crammed into Saluki Stadium for the biggest eclipse-viewing event in town.

At 1:20 p.m., the moon completely eclipsed the sun.

For a split second, I became someone else. Someone who was also at Saluki Stadium, watching the exact same eclipse, accompanied by a family—just not hers.

Someone who was doing everything she could to ignore the fact that her life had been ruined forever.

But it was a fleeting instant. A flicker.

The moment I sensed something was off, I looked away from the eclipse, looked around me, looked at my own hands.

I was myself. Nothing was out of the ordinary.

But not for long.

THE PRESENT

TWENTY-FOUR

I WOKE UP.

Reality sucker-punched me in the face. This wasn’t a drill. It wasn’t a dream, or a memory, or some pensive in-between either. I was here, and I was now. It was a very physical sensation.

Or maybe it was just the lingering impact of the steering wheel. My face seriously hurt.

I glanced down at myself. I was wearing a hospital gown, and there were wires everywhere—in my nose, in my arm, spooling around me like the entrails of a gutted cassette tape.

And I was me. I was Ezra Slevin.

“Hello?” I said, but my voice came out as a breathless croak. I tried harder. “Helloooo? Is anyone there?”