Chapters (52)
- Copyright
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Acknowledgments
- Read More from the Market of Monsters Series
- More Books from HMH Teen
- About the Author
- Connect with HMH on Social Media
She closed her eyes. They’d managed so much together, from escaping and destroying the market where they’d met to evading black market hunters and setting Kovit free of the Family. It seemed so unfair that here, at the end, when they were so close to a fresh start, when the list was crumbling and the future was full of possibility, that it should all end. They’d always had the cards stacked against them. She supposed it was only a matter of time before they were dealt a losing hand.
She clutched the towel close, pressing it to her chest like it could stem the blood flowing from the wound in her soul, trying to imagine what she’d do without Kovit. The hard truth was, she could still do everything. Her life wasn’t over. She could still go to college. She could still have power over the black market. She could still live her life.
But it felt empty. Hollow. Like the whole world had lost its color. She didn’t need Kovit to achieve her dreams. She didn’t need his help against the market. Kovit wasn’t a tool she’d lost, or a change of plans. Kovit was Kovit. He was the person who held her when she cried. Who entwined his enemies with hers, so that she wouldn’t be alone. He bought her breakfast and told corny jokes. He slaughtered the people who tried to hurt her. He made her smile.
There, on the floor of the bathroom, Nita finally broke down. She curled in a puddle of his blood, clutching the towel, as the wound in her soul bled her dry, spilling out in her tears until she was empty inside.
Thirty-Nine
WHEN NITA FINALLY CAME OUT of the bathroom, she was a little more put together. She wore the scrubs and had washed most of the blood from her skin. Her face was still waxy, and her eyes were still dead, but she wasn’t covered in the blood of her best friend anymore, and that made a lot of difference.
A policeman was waiting for her in a chair by the bathroom, and he rose when she approached.
“Can we talk?” he asked. He kept his voice slow and gentle, and it was clear he was trying to be considerate of her shock.
All she wanted to do was tell him to fuck off. To slide Kovit’s switchblade across his throat. He was an obstacle in the way of her one and only goal, the last thing in this gray world that had any color in it.
Kill her mother.
That was all that was left. Kill her mother, end this once and for all. Get vengeance for Kovit, vengeance for herself, end her mother’s brutal control over Nita’s life.