Chapters (52)
- Copyright
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Acknowledgments
- Read More from the Market of Monsters Series
- More Books from HMH Teen
- About the Author
- Connect with HMH on Social Media
When Nita was a child, she’d misused her power, not understanding how it worked. Too many hospital trips later, her mother decided to teach Nita how to use her ability properly. Nita read a book on human biology, learned more than any child should ever know about the chemical processes that occurred in her body, and her mother quizzed her.
Then the practical part began.
Sometimes her mother would break Nita’s bones, cracking her wrist in one, two, three places. Sometimes she’d pulverize Nita’s hand. Sometimes she’d cut Nita, her knife sliding along Nita’s skin and the blood dripping onto the carpet, and Nita would be expected to heal it with her ability, or suffer for months letting it heal naturally.
At the time, she thought this was perfectly normal. After all, how could she use her ability if she didn’t learn and practice? Only now, with the benefit of age and hindsight, did Nita understand that it hadn’t just been about teaching—it had been about making her afraid.
She pushed the thought away, and all the other ones that came after it, a lifetime of memories that built on that fear. Dead animal bodies in her bed, Nita’s dreams getting crushed the way her hand had been.
She didn’t want to think about it now, didn’t want to face the monster her mother had always been. Because at her core, Nita truly had believed her mother loved her.
But maybe the truth was that her mother had never loved Nita. She’d loved the high she got controlling Nita.
“It can’t be easy, going against your mother.” Kovit’s voice brought her out of the past and into the present. “It won’t be easy.”
He was right, he was always right.
Nita took another swig of wine. “No. It won’t.”
You’ll never win against her, a small part of her mind whispered, and no matter how much she told it to shut up, it kept coming back.
Kovit tilted her head up to face him. “I can do it, if you want. I don’t mind.”
For a moment, Nita wanted to say yes. She wanted to leave her mother in a room and let Kovit deal with her. To not face the problem, to just let Kovit do what he did best and bask in her freedom afterward.
But she didn’t think Kovit could contain her mother. She didn’t think he had any better chance of taking her down than Nita did. And she’d never forgive herself if she let Kovit try to solve her problems and he died for it.
She sighed softly, regret coloring her voice. “Thank you. But I need to do it myself.”
“I understand.” His voice was gentle.