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  1. DEDICATION
  2. THE GREAT ABANDONMENT
  3. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  4. PART ONE
  5. THE HARVEST OF HOPE
  6. CHAPTER ONE
  7. CHAPTER TWO
  8. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  12. CHAPTER FIVE
  13. CHAPTER SIX
  14. CHAPTER SEVEN
  15. PART TWO
  16. THE GREATEST CALAMITY
  17. CHAPTER EIGHT
  18. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  19. CHAPTER NINE
  20. CHAPTER TEN
  21. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  22. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  23. CHAPTER TWELVE
  24. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  25. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  26. PART THREE
  27. NO DISHONOR IN FEAR
  28. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  29. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  30. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  31. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  32. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  33. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  34. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  37. PART FOUR
  38. LOVE SURVIVES DEATH
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  42. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  43. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  44. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  45. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  46. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  47. PART FIVE
  48. SOMETHING TO BURN
  49. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  50. CHAPTER THIRTY
  51. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  52. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  53. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  54. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  55. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  56. PART SIX
  57. THE DARKEST DAY
  58. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  59. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  60. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  61. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  62. CHAPTER FORTY
  63. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  64. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  65. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  66. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  67. BOOKS BY JODI MEADOWS
  68. BACK AD
  69. COPYRIGHT
  70. ABOUT THE PUBLISHER

“All right,” I said. “But I know the difference between those dreams. I know that one is silly and forgettable to everyone but Zara, because she loves holding things over my head for seven years, and that one feels like fire in my soul. Like wings. Like stars.” No, they couldn’t understand that. I tried again: “Like a memory.”

Light. Dark. Light. Dark. LaLa and Crystal continued their game while the others absorbed everything I said. It was hard to blame them for doubting.

“None of you have to come along,” I said after a few minutes. “None of you are obligated.”

“Well,” Gerel said. “That’s a dumb thing to say. Obviously, I can’t let you go off to the empire alone.”

“We all already said we’d go.” Ilina clicked for Crystal, then petted her dragon’s nose. “If Nine says yes. But you know I’ll go anywhere with you, wingsister.”

“Do you really think you can do it?” Hristo asked. “Save the Fallen Isles, I mean.”

“I think,” I said slowly, “if we are all together, we have a chance.”

“‘Hate cannot abide where many stand in love,’” Chenda murmured.

“Who are we, though?” Ilina asked. “Why should we have more authority than Paorah when it comes to making deals with other lands? Even if it wasn’t a fair election, people voted for him. No one chose us.”

No one spoke for a few minutes, that thought weighing us down.

“I was chosen,” I said. “It was a fluke. I happened to be born on the right day to get a treaty named after me. But no one chose any of you.”

A pout formed on Ilina’s mouth.

“You chose yourselves.” I met their eyes one at a time: Chenda and Gerel, leaning against the metal bars of the brig and holding hands; Ilina, twisting a braid around her finger; Zara, cleaning under her fingernails like she didn’t care about any of this; Hristo, half sitting on one of the barrels; and Aaru, tilting his head while he looked at me. “Every one of you chose to stand up for something greater than greed or hatred. You made a choice to protect other people at the cost of your own freedom or happiness. Some of you went to prison for it.” I swallowed hard, thinking about all the things my friends had given up.

Families.

Freedom.

Comfort.

Safety.

“And yet,” I said, “you chose to be chosen.”

“I didn’t do anything.” Zara glanced up. “I didn’t choose myself. I’m only here because you’re supposed to protect me, which so far has put me in more danger than I’ve ever been in.”

“Sorry.”

My sister shrugged and tapped the side of her head. “I’m keeping it all in here so I can tell Mother later, assuming we don’t die.”

I sighed but went back to the point I was trying to make. “Look at us.” I gestured around at everyone. “There are seven islands, and seven of us. And look at your gifts. You’re powerful, all of you. Surely you’ve noticed that your gifts are strong even away from your home islands. We’ve seen the way Chenda wields shadow even so far from Bopha, and how Aaru manipulates silence on the other side of the Fallen Isles from Idris. The way Ilina and Zara talked people in Flamecrest into giving us bargains was nothing short of divine. Gerel, you fought all of Altan’s warriors when they boarded the Chance Encounter. And Hristo—”