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Contents ( 70)
  1. DEDICATION
  2. THE GREAT ABANDONMENT
  3. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  4. PART ONE
  5. THE HARVEST OF HOPE
  6. CHAPTER ONE
  7. CHAPTER TWO
  8. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  12. CHAPTER FIVE
  13. CHAPTER SIX
  14. CHAPTER SEVEN
  15. PART TWO
  16. THE GREATEST CALAMITY
  17. CHAPTER EIGHT
  18. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  19. CHAPTER NINE
  20. CHAPTER TEN
  21. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  22. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  23. CHAPTER TWELVE
  24. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  25. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  26. PART THREE
  27. NO DISHONOR IN FEAR
  28. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  29. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  30. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  31. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  32. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  33. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  34. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  37. PART FOUR
  38. LOVE SURVIVES DEATH
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  42. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  43. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  44. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  45. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  46. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  47. PART FIVE
  48. SOMETHING TO BURN
  49. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  50. CHAPTER THIRTY
  51. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  52. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  53. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  54. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  55. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  56. PART SIX
  57. THE DARKEST DAY
  58. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  59. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  60. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  61. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  62. CHAPTER FORTY
  63. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  64. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  65. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  66. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  67. BOOKS BY JODI MEADOWS
  68. BACK AD
  69. COPYRIGHT
  70. ABOUT THE PUBLISHER

They probably existed at Zara’s school, too.

Aaru and I arrived at the nearest buffet table, and he nudged me to go first—probably part Idrisi sensibilities, but mostly so he could watch to see how I interacted with people. In the Pit, so out of place, I’d imagined myself as a Drakontos mimikus. I’d observed Gerel and learned how to survive by copying her. Now I saw the mimic dragon in Aaru, too.

When it was my turn, I pointed to a few items—cuts of spiced cloudfish, honey-glazed pineapple, and chunks of butter-drenched crabmeat on tiny crackers—and then thanked the house servant who filled my plate. Aaru followed my lead exactly, and together we wended our way around the outside of the floor, watching the dancers, until we paused beside a large column.

Aaru studied the arrangement of his plate with a soft frown. “It’s so pretty.”

I smiled. “Anaherans consider cooking an art.”

“But it’s to eat.”

“Yes. That doesn’t prevent it from being art as well.”

He touched one of the pineapples with his fork. “The only time I’ve ever worried about how food looks was when checking that it wasn’t spoiled or filled with bugs. I’ve always been too hungry to worry otherwise.”

And then, in the Pit, it hadn’t mattered if there were a few bugs. “This is a different world for you.”

“Very.” He gazed around the room, eyes lingering on the brightly dressed dancers, the intricate wall carvings, and the painted ceiling; for him, this world was as strange and unknowable as the bottom of the ocean. “But food. It’s for eating, not for looking.”

I thought back to what I’d learned during my previous visits. “It fits Anahera’s tenet of benevolent destruction in two ways: the destructive process of cooking can be made into something beautiful. Art. When you eat it, you’re given life. Eat everything you took, though. Destruction without purpose is an affront to Anahera.”

He gave me a look that said he had never in his life let food go to waste.

“See the walls?” I nodded across the room, where an immense panel showed a laughing figure dancing through a raging fire. She was beautiful, all long limbs and fluid motion. Panels were mounted all around the ballroom; in one set, she was cutting down trees—and building a house in the next. In another set, she killed a goat, but then offered a meal to children.

“Anahera.”

I nodded. “You can’t build something without first destroying something else; you can’t sustain life without death. The rule is that it must be purposeful. Meaningful. That’s why they call it benevolent destruction.”

“Benevolent destruction,” he murmured. “Strange.”

I tapped my fingernail on the edge of my plate. ::Strength through silence is strange to others.::

He bowed his head in acceptance, and in the aching sobriety of that motion, guilt needled me again. He shouldn’t have to be here, enduring this, talking about other islands’ beliefs. He’d just lost his home. His family. His everything.