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Contents ( 70)
  1. DEDICATION
  2. THE GREAT ABANDONMENT
  3. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  4. PART ONE
  5. THE HARVEST OF HOPE
  6. CHAPTER ONE
  7. CHAPTER TWO
  8. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  12. CHAPTER FIVE
  13. CHAPTER SIX
  14. CHAPTER SEVEN
  15. PART TWO
  16. THE GREATEST CALAMITY
  17. CHAPTER EIGHT
  18. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  19. CHAPTER NINE
  20. CHAPTER TEN
  21. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  22. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  23. CHAPTER TWELVE
  24. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  25. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  26. PART THREE
  27. NO DISHONOR IN FEAR
  28. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  29. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  30. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  31. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  32. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  33. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  34. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  37. PART FOUR
  38. LOVE SURVIVES DEATH
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  42. THE DRAKONTOS CELESTUS
  43. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  44. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  45. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  46. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  47. PART FIVE
  48. SOMETHING TO BURN
  49. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  50. CHAPTER THIRTY
  51. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  52. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  53. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  54. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  55. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  56. PART SIX
  57. THE DARKEST DAY
  58. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  59. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  60. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  61. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  62. CHAPTER FORTY
  63. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  64. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  65. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  66. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  67. BOOKS BY JODI MEADOWS
  68. BACK AD
  69. COPYRIGHT
  70. ABOUT THE PUBLISHER

Chenda pressed her finger against the page. “Bopha says the rending of her shadow from ours will take place on the darkest day. Could that be—”

“The eclipse.” Gerel shivered and looked at me. “You were right. The gods confirm it.”

Chills marched up and down my arms. That was only fifteen days away. If we didn’t return to the Fallen Isles with the bones of the first dragon, then there would be nothing left.

No one else said anything. There was no need. We just studied until the day began to wane, and finally my eyes caught on a passage:

Where there is light, there must also be darkness.

Where there is hope, there must also be fear.

Where there is life, there must also be death.

Every first is paired with a last.

There can be no beginnings without endings.

But do not despair. Instead, have hope, because what lives falls to dust, and from dust comes new life. It is sacrifice that enables change.

The Great Abandonment is an ending, yet it is also a beginning. The shadow soul of the dragon, the fellowship of the Fallen, and the rending of earth: these are the signs of the end and the beginning.

In the moment when the day and the night are the same, when the first and the last become one, and when hope and despair meet on the field of battle: then the Great Abandonment will be done.

Remember: fire cannot exist without something to burn.

I read the passage aloud, forcing my voice steady even as waves of knowing rushed in and out of my heart. The words were like a waking dream.

“‘The shadow soul of the dragon.’ I just saw that.” Chenda turned a few pages in her book and read aloud. “‘The brightest lights yield the blackest shadows, but even during the darkest day, the shadow soul of the dragon reigns.’”

“What does that mean?” Ilina asked.

“I don’t know about the Anaheran passage,” Chenda said, “but the Bophan one has always been thought of as a warning and a blessing. To us, shadows are often interchangeable with souls, but some interpretations believe there is a subtle difference. Shadows are”—she paused to consider—“texture. They add depth. If an object does not cast a shadow, is it really there? Shadows are the shapes of us, the details unseen, and if even our souls have shadows—”

“Perhaps someone’s soul casts the shadow of a dragon.” Ilina glanced at me, something between worry and awe in her eyes. “When you were telling us about your dreams, you said when you looked down, your shadow was the shape of a dragon.”

Slowly, everyone else looked at me, too.

“You have this connection with dragons,” Ilina went on. “I used to be jealous of it, but then I saw what it did to you when we found the dragons in the ruins. That cured that.” She offered a tight smile, as though needing forgiveness for her feelings.