Back What Rose Forgot
Chapters (39)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. EPILOGUE
  36. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  37. Also by Nevada Barr
  38. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  39. Newsletter Sign-up

Mel said that she came down the greenway looking for Gigi; that their house opens onto the parkland, and it isn’t far.

The darkness in the tunnel of trees is absolute. Path rough, Rose stumbles. Déjà vu. She stumbled in the same place on her last, doomed, escape attempt. Or is this the same attempt, a memory relived in a delusional brain?

Rose walks into the moonlight on the other side. This is new, she thinks. Check out the stylish clothes. A giggle escapes her lips. Given her questionable mental stability, chortling alone in the dark is not comforting.

The moon is still close to full. A good omen for a lunatic, Rose decides. In silence and silvery light, the gravel path leads away to the left and right.

If she has ever known what Mel’s house looks like, she doesn’t remember it. She was hoping she would see a familiar landmark, her memory would be jogged, and, abracadabra, she’d know where she was, and what to do next. No memory is jogged.

That isn’t the only flaw in the ointment. Rose doesn’t know from which direction Mel came. She doesn’t even know which direction she herself went the last time she was on the lam, as it were.

She has a fifty-fifty chance of going the right direction. She goes right.

Anywhere a garden meets the greenway, Rose abandons the path, slogs through the grass, and stabs into midnight yards with Karen’s tiny flashlight. Though it’s small, and the radius of the beam pitiful, it is surprisingly powerful.

Homes up on low bluffs, or with no gate onto the greenway, she writes off. The worst are where the foliage is too dense to tell if there is a gate or not. Forcing herself through the underbrush, she keeps losing her slippers; her makeshift wardrobe catches and rips; scratchy dark and patchy light play tricks on her. Trees loom, menacing. Confusion spins her around until she is dizzy, then spits her out to wonder again whether to turn right or left.

After a time thirst becomes a factor, and she forgets if this is then or now. If this is now, wouldn’t she have remembered to bring water after what happened then?

The moment is the moment, she tells herself, and trudges on.

The houses beyond the trees grow smaller and shabbier.

No bells ring. No lightbulbs come on. Though she can’t remember Mel’s house, she is sure that it is big and nice.

Right was wrong. Refusing to cry, she sits down on a fallen log and looks back the way she has come. The path dwindles away to infinity, then is snuffed out by the night.

Her head swims.

Her legs shake.

Her feet hurt.