Chapters (15)
Irene feels a wave of anger and disgust—he kept these in the house!—but she also feels implicated. If she had to guess, she would say Rosie tucked these cards into Russ’s luggage for him to find once he’d arrived home. Or maybe she slipped them into his jacket pocket as he was leaving. Instead of throwing them away, as Russ certainly knew he should, he’d kept them. He’d wanted—or needed—to save this proof that someone loved him because so little love was shown to him at home.
Irene has heard that love is a garden that needs to be tended. And what had Irene thought about that? She had thought it was sentimental nonsense, the stuff of sappy Hallmark cards. Love, for Irene, was a daily act—steadfastness, loyalty, devotion. It was raising the boys, creating a beautiful, comfortable home, stopping by to see Milly three times a week because Russ was too busy to do it himself. It was ironing Russ’s shirts, making his oatmeal with raisins the way he liked it, taking his Audi to the car wash so it was gleaming when he returned from his trips.
She tosses the postcards in the air and they scatter. She would like to burn them in one of her six fireplaces; nothing would give her greater satisfaction than watching Rosie’s declarations of love for Russ curl, blacken, and go up in smoke.
Forgiveness, she thinks. She will save the postcards and give them to Maia someday.
She picks up the landline and dials, and Huck answers on the first ring. “Hello,” he says. “Who’s calling me from Iowa City?”
“It’s me,” Irene says, which she knows is presumptive. They haven’t been friends long enough for her to be “me.”
“Hello, you,” he says, and she feels better. “What’s up?”
What should Irene tell him first? That she spent all day with the FBI? Or that she found an illicit cache of postcards from his stepdaughter to her husband?
“Adam leaves a week from Tuesday?” she says.
“Yep,” Huck says.
“All right,” Irene says. “I guess that means I’ll be down a week from Monday.”
“You serious?” Huck says. She hears him exhale, presumably smoke. “Angler Cupcake, you serious?”
She squeezes her eyes shut. “Yes,” she says.
Ayers
You’re hiding something,” Mick says. It’s one of their rare nights off together and they’re having dinner at the bar at Ocean 362, where they can watch the sun set. Ayers spent the afternoon on Salomon Bay by herself; Mick asked to come along but Ayers said she wanted to be alone. It was important, this time around, to preserve her me-time.
I want to lie in the sun and think about Rosie, she said.
You can think about Rosie with me right next to you, Mick said. You can even talk about Rosie. I’ll listen.