Back West of the Jordan
Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Make It Delicious
  4. PART ONE
  5. 1 HALA Going Home
  6. 2 MAWAL Nawara
  7. 3 SORAYA Fire
  8. 4 KHADIJA Sand and Fire
  9. PART TWO
  10. 5 HALA Mourning
  11. 6 MAWAL Crossing
  12. 7 SORAYA Visas
  13. 8 MAWAL Flowers from My Roza
  14. 9 KHADIJA School
  15. 10 HALA White
  16. 11 HALA Weddings
  17. 12 SORAYA Success
  18. 13 MAWAL America
  19. 14 KHADIJA Birthday
  20. 15 SORAYA The American Dream
  21. 16 KHADIJA Social Studies
  22. 17 SORAYA Fancy-Dance Man
  23. 18 HALA Sharif
  24. 19 MAWAL Looking
  25. 20 HALA Aqaba
  26. 21 HALA Visiting
  27. 22 MAWAL The Beautiful Gift
  28. 23 KHADIJA Traditions
  29. 24 HALA Dress Up
  30. 25 HALA Backgammon
  31. PART THREE
  32. 26 KHADIJA Sleeping Over
  33. 27 SORAYA Love Story/Remembering Story
  34. 28 KHADIJA Mothers
  35. 29 MAWAL Maziuna
  36. 30 SORAYA Clouds
  37. 31 KHADIJA Long Distance
  38. 32 HALA Old Men
  39. PART FOUR
  40. 33 HALA Naked Underneath
  41. 34 MAWAL Safe
  42. 35 KHADIJA Fire
  43. 36 SORAYA Just Down the Road
  44. 37 HALA Bare Walls
  45. Acknowledgments

We went fast along the street, and suddenly the road was going downhill. I stayed as close to the edge as I could without getting too close to the grass and rocks. I wanted to sit down, but Hanan took the whole seat, so I continued standing up, not even pedaling now. I saw a car coming from down the hill and I thought I heard a car behind us too. I panicked and pulled my feet back quickly to brake. In a blink, I flew over the handlebars into the grass and rocks and weeds just as the car passed—there was only one—and when I looked up Hanan was lying in a pile with the bike on top of her. There was blood on her face, and just as I looked at her she started to cry. I got up and went over to pull the bike off Hanan and my bottom ached from where I landed, but I didn’t hurt besides there. Hanan looked scary with cuts on her face and her legs and then I saw blood on her pants in between her legs and I got a scary feeling in my belly.

“Are you all right?” I asked her, praying she would say yes and get up, but she cried so hard she couldn’t say anything and she didn’t move, even when I tried to get her to get up.

The man and woman came from the car that had stopped and were running toward us. “Is anyone hurt?” the man asked as he reached us.

“I think she is,” I told him. His wife bent over Hanan, whose face was bright red now. I looked past their car and my heart dropped when I saw my mother running toward us, holding her dress up high enough for her legs to move faster and realized she must have followed us down the road to the street.

“Thank God you are alive!” she gasped. “Hanan! What happened to her?”

“We were going downhill. ...”

“What were you doing in the street? I told you not to go in the street!” She began yelling about how stupid and foolish and selfish I was for taking someone else into the street, as if it wasn’t enough to risk my own life but to take someone else. And more yelling and me just wanting to kick and break my bike and myself for making everything go wrong after it had been so nice.

The couple was from the next village and said that they would take Hanan to her house; she was still crying as the man carried her off.