Chapters (46)
- Cover
- Other Titles
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Friday
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- Saturday
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- Sunday
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- Monday
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Nicki slams the fridge door. “I have to work tomorrow.” She finally turns to Finn, and Finn can see the worry on her face. She doesn’t have to read her mind because they’re having the exact same thoughts. It’s what she does now. The problem is, neither of them knows why.
“Thanks for waiting up,” Finn says, but Nicki is already halfway down the hallway, her fuzzy leopard-print slippers scuffing along the floor.
Sunday
ELEVEN
6 a.m.
Katriina wakes up and she is alone.
The room is dark, and she can hear the ticking of her watch, a metronome that she unconsciously has timed her breath to match. She rolls onto her back and stares at the ceiling. Normally it would be starting to get light by now, but this morning is grey and dark, and she can hear rain pelting against the bedroom window. No one has turned on the air conditioner, and she can feel matted, sweaty strands of hair sticking to the back of her neck, the sheets damp as she frees one leg from her nest and kicks it up over the top. She feels oddly buoyant without Shawn’s weight beside her, drawing the mattress down.
Shawn’s side of the bed is still neatly made, in contrast to its usual chaotic mess – pillows askew, fitted sheet coming undone at the corner, duvet kicked down to the foot of the bed. He didn’t come home last night. She lets the thought roll around in her head for a few minutes, unencumbered by meaning. Is he having an affair? But she casts the thought aside – he would never give her the satisfaction. Maybe he spent the night at Victor Street, or at the restaurant, or at the hospital. All of those places, apparently, are preferable to coming home and spending the night with his wife.