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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Friday
  7. ONE
  8. TWO
  9. THREE
  10. FOUR
  11. Saturday
  12. FIVE
  13. SIX
  14. SEVEN
  15. EIGHT
  16. NINE
  17. TEN
  18. Sunday
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. THIRTEEN
  22. FOURTEEN
  23. FIFTEEN
  24. SIXTEEN
  25. SEVENTEEN
  26. EIGHTEEN
  27. NINETEEN
  28. TWENTY
  29. TWENTY-ONE
  30. TWENTY-TWO
  31. TWENTY-THREE
  32. TWENTY-FOUR
  33. TWENTY-FIVE
  34. Monday
  35. TWENTY-SIX
  36. TWENTY-SEVEN
  37. TWENTY-EIGHT
  38. TWENTY-NINE
  39. THIRTY
  40. THIRTY-ONE
  41. THIRTY-TWO
  42. THIRTY-THREE
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

“There’s just not enough space over here,” Irene/Aileen says. “The hutch is at least a foot and a half deep. There wouldn’t be any room to push your chair out from the table.”

“I don’t know,” her husband says, whose name Katriina remembers because it is actually Shawn, even though he is small and wiry and bald, nothing like a Shawn should be. “I mean, once you had it in here, you’d see it’s not as big as you think it is.”

“I’ve heard that one before,” Irene/Aileen says. It is a joke without mirth. In the midst of this, Katriina realizes they can’t hear the wailing, which has pitched up an octave, into a range that feels like it is burning holes through both her eardrums.

“Let me show you the kitchen,” she says, a little too loudly. Irene/Aileen and Shawn both give her a strange look but follow her out of the possibly-too-small dining room, their hands linked together in solidarity. The wail is now a scream, and as Katriina explains that the cupboards are brand new, only two years old, she can barely hear her own voice. All she can think is, How can they not hear this?, immediately followed by Maybe I’m having a stroke. She blinks, testing her vision. Her tongue feels normal. She can clench and unclench her left fist. She has no idea if these things are actual stroke warnings or not, but for a moment it takes her mind off the noise. She smiles brightly, opens cupboard doors, talks about the school in the neighbourhood. It doesn’t matter; she knows they are not going to buy the house. They could sense the tragedy as soon as they walked in, the heavy, burdened feeling in the walls, the heartache in the floors.

“The longer a house stands empty, the lonelier it gets,” Katriina’s boss, Paula, is fond of saying. Paula, who once suggested stashing crystals around the Paulsson place in order to “heal its spirit.” Katriina took the crystals, worried that if she didn’t, Paula would suggest something even more drastic, like a séance or an exorcism. But she left them in her car – at the very least, she might not have to worry about that slow leak in her right front tire. Paula was right about one thing – the longer a house was up for sale, the harder it was to sell, regardless of the market or the location or the upgrades or anything. It was as though the house lost confidence the more it was rejected, which led to even more rejection. Or not the house, Katriina supposes. The person trying to sell the house.