Back We're All in This Together
Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Friday
  7. ONE
  8. TWO
  9. THREE
  10. FOUR
  11. Saturday
  12. FIVE
  13. SIX
  14. SEVEN
  15. EIGHT
  16. NINE
  17. TEN
  18. Sunday
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. THIRTEEN
  22. FOURTEEN
  23. FIFTEEN
  24. SIXTEEN
  25. SEVENTEEN
  26. EIGHTEEN
  27. NINETEEN
  28. TWENTY
  29. TWENTY-ONE
  30. TWENTY-TWO
  31. TWENTY-THREE
  32. TWENTY-FOUR
  33. TWENTY-FIVE
  34. Monday
  35. TWENTY-SIX
  36. TWENTY-SEVEN
  37. TWENTY-EIGHT
  38. TWENTY-NINE
  39. THIRTY
  40. THIRTY-ONE
  41. THIRTY-TWO
  42. THIRTY-THREE
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Once the boys are dressed and their backpacks filled with granola bars and fruit and every Nintendo DS game they own, Katriina herds them out the door. The floor is now spotless, although everything from broken glasses and intact plates to the butter dish and the tablecloth has been stuffed into a garbage bag and left in the middle of the kitchen. Tommy has a cut on the back of his shin from the smashed sugar bowl that he won’t stop complaining about, even though Katriina has cleaned it and applied Polysporin and covered it with a Band-Aid that has robots all over it. He probably should have stitches, but Katriina isn’t going to be that mother who takes her kid to emerg the second they get a hangnail.

At her parents’ house, her mother tries to make her sit down at the kitchen table and have a coffee. “I’m running late, Mom,” she says, dropping the boys’ backpacks on the floor in the hall.

“Katriina, honey, just relax for a moment,” her mother says. “You look like you haven’t slept in a week.” Her mother is, as usual, dressed in an oversized wool sweater and thick wool tights even though it is the middle of summer. Inside the house, the air conditioner is cranked to walk-in-freezer temperatures. Katriina feels like she is trapped in the frozen food aisle at the grocery store, but Tommy and Petey don’t seem to notice. They run through the house in search of their ukki, who they know will pick them up and shout at them and wrestle them to the ground – which, as Katriina understands it, is really the main ability that eight- and ten-year-old boys value in a fellow human being. That, and feeding them junk food. Give her children a Happy Meal and they will love you for life.

“I’ll grab something on the way in,” Katriina says. “I’ve got a ton of work to do today.”

Her mother shakes her head. “It’s Sunday, for crying out loud.” Sunday has always been sacrosanct in the Saarinen house, which is why Kahvila has always been closed on Sunday, regardless of the massive amounts of business Shawn has repeatedly told her father they could be doing. “It’s ludicrous to close a pancake house on Sunday,” Shawn had said, and he was right, of course, although Katriina has noticed that over the years he didn’t seem to mind having Sundays off to take the boys fishing, or snowboarding, or mountain biking. Today, she tells her parents that Shawn is playing golf, which is one of the few officially sanctioned Saarinen Sunday events.

“The world doesn’t stop on Sunday just because you do,” Katriina says, more snappishly than she means to, and she instantly regrets her words. “I’m sorry,” she says, digging her fingernails into her palms. Be a better daughter. Be a better daughter.