“You can’t deny he’s got us by the balls.” Dugan turned and stared up at the shadowy figure behind the bridge windows. “Do you think he’s ripe for a straitjacket?”

“Nuts?”

“Yeah.”

“Crazy like a coyote, maybe. He knows what he’s doing, and that’s what bugs the shit out of me.”

“What do you suppose the AAR really has in mind once they get the ship to Africa?”

“I’ll make book she never sees port,” said Metz. “By the time we’re through ripping her bowels out, she’ll be so unstable she’ll go belly up before she leaves Chesapeake Bay.”

Dugan eased his buttocks onto a massive capstan. He looked down the length of the ship. Her great mass of steel seemed cold and malevolent; it was as though she were holding her breath, waiting for some silent command to unleash her awesome power.

“This whole act stinks,” Dugan said finally. “I only hope to God we’re not doing anything we’ll regret.”

Fawkes examined the markings on a well-creased set of navigation charts. First he computed the known velocity and fluctuations of the

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current, then the range of tidal conditions. Satisfied with the figures, he next traced a mile-by-mile course to his destination, memorizing every buoy, every beacon and channel marker, until he could picture them all in his mind’s eye without confusion as to their exact sequence.

The task before him seemed impossible. Even with precise analysis of every obstacle and its successful conquest, there were still too many variables that had to be left to chance. There was no way he could predict the weather on a given day still weeks away. The odds of colliding with another ship also reared their numerical heads. These unknowns he did not take lightly, and yet the possibility that he might be found out and stopped was refused entrance into his mind. He had even steeled himself to ignore any second thoughts from De Vaal, who might order the mission to be scrapped.

At ten minutes to midnight Fawkes removed his glasses and rubbed his tired eyes. He took a small photo holder from his breast pocket and looked into the long-ago faces of his family. Then he sighed and propped the holder on a small packing crate set beside the cot he maintained in the control room of the ship. The first week he had slept in the captain’s quarters, but the comfortable accommodations were gone now; furnishings, facilities, even the bulkheads that once enclosed the cabin, had been torched away.

Fawkes undressed and slid his huge frame inside a sleeping bag, taking a final look at the photo. Then he clicked off the drop-cord light and became smothered in the darkness of his loneliness and unrelenting hatred.

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De Vaal rolled a cigarette between his slender fingers. “Will Fawkes meet his schedule, do you think?”