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Chapters (20)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Epigraph
  5. i. Dream On, Dear Owen
  6. ii. Village Sex—I
  7. iii. The Husband
  8. iv. Village Sex—II
  9. v. How Phyllis Was Won
  10. vi. Village Sex—III
  11. vii. On the Way to Middle Falls
  12. viii. Village Sex—IV
  13. ix. Convalescence
  14. x. Village Sex—V
  15. xi. Developments in Hardware
  16. xii. Village Sex—VI
  17. xiii. You Don’t Want to Know
  18. xiv. Village Wisdom
  19. Also by John Updike
  20. About the Author

There are two evidential arguments, Owen has reasoned, for the truths of the Christian religion: one, our wish to live forever, however tedious the actual experience of eternal consciousness might be, and, two, our sensation that something is amiss—that there has been a lapse or slippage in the world and things are not quite as they should be. We feel made for a better world, and the fault is ours that this is not Eden. The second may be the more solid evidence, since fear and loathing of death can be explained as, like pain, a survival device selected and refined by Darwinian evolution. Because we fear death, we try harder to live. As long as our genes get through, Nature doesn’t care how we suffer.

A third supernaturalist argument could be that belief, with a pinch of salt (that is, short of self-mutilation, a martyr’s suicide, or murder of one’s children as a surefire, low-cost relocation to Heaven), benefits the health; repeated medical studies bear this out. An anxiety-relieving faith conduces to worldly efficiency and success: this argument to Owen seems crassly pragmatic. Optimism tends to succeed, but does this refute the majestic truths of pessimism? The human animal, evolved in trees and then dropped down to run in the grasslands of Kenya, arrived at a highly conscious position awkward beyond any easements of philosophy. At three in the morning, our brains churn within the self, trying to get out of what we know to be a sinking ship. But jumping out of the self is not a Western skill. The walls of the skull stay solid, sealing us in with our fears.

They cling to each other, he and Julia, in what has become their dotage. “I hate it,” she tells him, “when you’re not in the house, even when you’re just off for golf.”

“How dear of you, baby. I hate it when you play bridge all afternoon. The house seems so large. When you’re here, it seems rather small.”