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Contents ( 57)
  1. Amelia MODERN LOVE
  2. Greer JULY 21, 2016
  3. Amelia DREAM JOB
  4. Parker INSTANTANEOUS NOTHING
  5. Greer FEBRUARY 16, 2015
  6. Amelia GLORY DAYS
  7. Parker A LITTLE LIGHT
  8. Greer MAY 16, 2016
  9. Parker GOOD GRACES
  10. Greer MAY 22, 2011
  11. Amelia RIPTIDE
  12. Elizabeth SABOTAGE
  13. Greer AUGUST 21, 2015
  14. Amelia HELL IN A HANDBASKET
  15. Greer SEPTEMBER 18, 2011
  16. Amelia LEGACY
  17. Parker SOUTHERN CROSS
  18. Amelia A GREATER-GOOD ENDEAVOR
  19. Parker A SCENE
  20. Greer JUNE 11, 2012
  21. Elizabeth SPUR THEM ON
  22. Parker RUN OF THE MILL
  23. Amelia WORST-CASE SCENARIO
  24. Parker ONE MINUTE
  25. Amelia CLEAN SLATE
  26. Greer DECEMBER 15, 2012
  27. Elizabeth TRUMP CARDS
  28. Parker GROW UP
  29. Greer AUGUST 17, 2011
  30. Parker A PERFECT PAIR
  31. Amelia THE GREAT UNKNOWN
  32. Parker ALL RIGHT
  33. Amelia GOSPEL TRUTH
  34. Parker A REAL CATCH
  35. Amelia WISTFUL AND ROMANTIC
  36. Parker STUCK
  37. Elizabeth THE FABRIC OF FAMILY
  38. Amelia ASPARAGUS
  39. Parker CONNECTED
  40. Greer
  41. Amelia A SHORT ROPE
  42. Parker THE SHALLOW END
  43. Amelia FALLING TOGETHER
  44. Parker AS DANGEROUS AS THE TRUTH
  45. Elizabeth A SENSE OF URGENCY
  46. Greer JUNE 17, 2016
  47. Amelia GREAT LOVE
  48. Elizabeth THE PIECES
  49. Amelia A BRIDGE
  50. Parker SOUTHERN COAST
  51. Amelia WRITTEN IN THE STARS
  52. Parker MEMORIES
  53. Greer JULY 13, 2016
  54. Parker OFFICIAL
  55. Amelia UNDER THE SOUTHERN SKY
  56. Acknowledgments
  57. About the Author

She took my hand, and I wanted to yank it away, but I knew she hadn’t meant to be so horrible. She’d meant to protect her sister, to protect her nephew-turned-son. And, well, she had. No one could argue that Tilley could have raised a child on her own. She certainly could not have. And Robby had turned out smart and handsome and kind and happy. He had made a great life for himself. What shocked me most of all was my dad going along with it.

“Wait. Does Olivia know?” She gave me a skeptical look. Of course Olivia knew.

“Honey, look. I was scared to death when all this happened, and at that point, I never imagined that I would raise Robby as my own. I just figured we’d have him for a few months until Tilley got over whatever was going on with her and then we would move forward. All of us. But what I didn’t understand was that, from those first days, I was madly in love with that child.”

“Mom…”

“No, Amelia. He was my son. Mine. I didn’t understand how a person could feel that way about a child that wasn’t technically theirs. But it was as natural as breathing, the way he became mine. Until all this 23andMe mess, I never even really thought about it.”

My mouth was hanging open. “So you mean to tell me that people in Cape Carolina just believed that you had hidden away casually and suddenly appeared with a baby no one knew you’d been pregnant with?”

“Oh Lord, no. But then he turned one, and he looked so much like me that the speculation sort of died down. There were new scandals. People forgot. I’m sure every now and then someone talks about it over a game of bridge at the country club. But, by and large, when no new information ever emerged, people just let it go.”

“What about Gran and C-Pop?”

“Well, they knew. They had to. But they were all for it. An unwed daughter with a baby was more than they could take. I swear it bothered them almost as much as her illness.” She laughed lightly. “I know it doesn’t seem like it to you, Amelia, because it isn’t the facts, and the facts are what your life is all about. But my truth is that that little baby boy was my son. And there is nothing that anyone can do to take that away from me. It was the best decision I ever made. Well, that and having you, of course.”

“So that’s why he’s named Robby,” I whispered. “Not after C-Pop. After his father, Robert.”

I knew what she was doing here, and I said so. I gave her credit because it was a super-ballsy move. She had risked the biggest secret she had—at least, I hoped it was her biggest secret—to make me see the truth I hadn’t grasped yet. The gesture meant something to me.

“Look, Amelia, I made my peace a long time ago with the fact that you were going to have a life different from mine. You live the life that you want to live. If that doesn’t include marriage or babies, so be it. I’ll be fine. But don’t walk away from something you really want because you’re afraid. That isn’t the brave girl I raised.”