Back Under a Dancing Star
Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Laura Wood
  3. Dedication
  4. Part One: England
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Part Two: Villa di Stelle
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Part Three: Villa di Stelle
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Part Four: Florence
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Part Five: Villa Di Stelle
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Chapter Thirty-Six
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  48. Chapter Forty
  49. Epilogue: England
  50. Acknowledgements
  51. About the Author

“Hmmm,” Ursula murmurs, taking another drag on her cigarette and half closing her eyes in a curiously feline expression. “I was wondering whether you learned about more than art with Ben.”

I take another swallow of my drink. “Nope. In fact, we barely spoke about anything. I’m not sure if we like one another very much.”

Ursula gives a small, unwilling laugh. “I cannot tell if you really believe that or not,” she says.

“Of course I believe it,” I say, pushing down my doubt. I hesitate. “We did have a bit of a strange moment just now.” I decide I need to share it with someone, and that someone might as well be Ursula. “He asked if he could kiss me and I said no. But that was the end of it.”

Ursula stubs the cigarette out in the chipped china saucer on the table beside her and shrugs again, a shrug that shimmers through her whole body. “I just think that perhaps someone should warn you about him.”

“Warn me?” I ask, startled.

She settles back in her chair. “Yes, warn you.” She reaches for her cigarette packet and toys with another cigarette before leaving it untouched.

“Ben is charming.” She pauses at my snort of derision here. “Or at least he can be,” she concedes, “but he’s not the sort to settle down, Bea.” Her voice is surprisingly gentle now. “He is kind, yes, he really is – but ultimately he is selfish. In short…” This time she does pull the cigarette loose from the packet and lifts it to her mouth. “He is not for you.” She says this with finality, and she turns away to light the cigarette.

“Well, I don’t want him,” I say, irritated suddenly. “So your point is irrelevant. And,” I add, making some quick deductions, “I think perhaps you’re the one who wants something more from him.”

She glances up at me. “I do like you, Bea,” she says, smiling suddenly. “I didn’t think I would. But I do.”

I eye her warily, but in her gaze I see nothing but a blunt forthrightness.

“Perhaps I did hope for more from Ben at one time,” she says slowly. “But now we are good friends. That is why I am well qualified to pass on this warning. You have obviously never been in love before… Believe me when I tell you that Ben is not a sensible place to start, unless you wish to be nursing a broken heart.” She exhales another stream of smoke. “I have given you my advice. What you do with it is up to you.”

I sit for a moment, absorbing what Ursula has said. “Look,” I say finally, “you don’t need to tell me that Ben doesn’t want to settle down. What I don’t understand is why you would think that’s something I want either?”