Chapters (51)
- Cover
- Praise for Laura Wood
- Dedication
- Part One: England
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Part Two: Villa di Stelle
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Part Three: Villa di Stelle
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Part Four: Florence
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Part Five: Villa Di Stelle
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Epilogue: England
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
“I suppose you bring it out of me,” Ben replies, and his face is difficult to read.
I clear my throat. There’s a strange tension building up between us. I think it’s because there is so much unsaid.
I know that there are lots of things I want to say, but for some reason it is proving difficult. Ever since Florence, things have been different between us. It’s not just what happened physically; something else is happening here – something messy that has to do with feelings. Something that is very much supposed to be outside the scope of our experiment. I don’t usually have a problem with sharing my opinions but in this case I feel incredibly vulnerable – like my emotions are something tender and new.
“So,” I say finally. Unfortunately, I don’t seem to have any more of the words in that sentence to hand.
“Bea,” Ben begins. He takes a step towards me.
“Ah, here you are!” a hearty voice exclaims. It’s my uncle, and Sir Hugh and Lady Bowling are with him. As they walk into the glade, his eyes dart between me and Ben and a look of displeasure crosses his face. “Beatrice, you mustn’t be out here unchaperoned; it’s most improper.”
“Is it?” I ask blankly, thrown by this sudden intrusion into what was a very private moment. I feel as though I had been running at great speed, only to be pulled up short, and I am struggling to catch my breath.
“You must know it.” Leo sounds impatient now. “Ben is hardly a proper escort for a young lady.”
Ben turns. “Aren’t I?” he asks, his voice flat.
Leo looks uncomfortable for a moment. “Well, I didn’t mean…” he trails off. “That is to say, of course there’s nothing untoward going on. Just that appearances are important, aren’t they? We can’t be too careful when it comes to a young lady’s reputation, particularly a young lady of Beatrice’s social standing. After all, Beatrice’s parents expect us to, to…”
“Naturally Beatrice’s parents expect her to maintain a certain standard,” Frances says. Her eyes are on Ben, her disdain obvious.
“And what sort of standard is that?” I ask, matching her icy tones. “Because as far as I can see they entrusted my care to my uncle and I am merely socializing with his invited guests.” I fix her with a level stare. “Not all of whom are being as polite as Ben.”
“Beatrice!” Leo stares at me, aghast. “I’m sure Benedick here understands what we’re saying. He knows the way the world works. A young man of his … background is hardly a suitable chaperone for a girl like you. Art lessons are all right, on the grounds, but this…”
“I was just showing Bea the work,” Ben says, and his tone is expressionless.