Chapters (42)
- Cover
- Half Title Page
- Books by Becky Wade
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- Prologue
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- Epilogue
- Discussion Questions
- About the Author
- Back Ads
- Back Cover
“I have PE and Hailey has ceramics first period. We got here at seven, and Mom gave us permission to stay until nine. It’s pretty rare for Mom to let us skip. You’re here early, even though I was counting on you to come at nine so that we’d get to miss all of first period.”
“I wouldn’t count on me for anything.”
Blair’s boots hit the floor with a thunk. “But I am counting on you. To finish fixing up my car.”
“Your sensitivity is amazing.”
“I wouldn’t count on me for sensitivity,” she shot back.
“The world doesn’t revolve around you, Blair. Your car is not my priority right now.”
“Okay, but remember: When Finley was giving us the tour of Furry Tails, she said she thinks it’s great that you’re going to get my car running before our sixteenth birthday. FYI, that’s on April twenty-first.” She stood. “I have to pee.” With a flap of the flannel shirt she’d tied around her waist, she was gone.
Hailey gave him a shy look of apology she’d probably given a million times before in regard to Blair.
He lowered to the sofa and crossed an ankle over the opposite knee. He had no idea how to talk to tenderhearted teenage girls, but since this was the first time he could ever remember being alone with Hailey, he felt obligated to speak. He heard himself say, “I wish you could have known Ethan.”
“I really, really wish that, too. I’ve always felt connected to him. I don’t believe in reincarnation or anything. I mean, I know I’m not him. I just think he and I have a lot in common.” She rubbed her lips together as if trying to spread her pale lip gloss. “I relate with everything I’ve heard about his personality. And, of course, Blair’s my sister. Everyone says she’s a lot like you, so maybe I know a little bit about what it’s like for Ethan to have you as a sibling.”
He rolled that statement over a few times. “Blair’s similar to the person I became after Ethan died. The sibling Ethan knew wasn’t like that.”
“I—I guess what I’m trying to say . . . is that I might know something about how the Ethan who’s in heaven feels about having you as a sibling.”
Her words struck him mute.
“If that Ethan were here,” she said, “I think he’d want me to tell you some things.”
He met the eyes of this sister who looked so much like his brother that it gave him chills. “Okay.”