Back Turn to Me
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Half Title Page
  3. Books by Becky Wade
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Prologue
  8. CHAPTER ONE
  9. CHAPTER TWO
  10. CHAPTER THREE
  11. CHAPTER FOUR
  12. CHAPTER FIVE
  13. CHAPTER SIX
  14. CHAPTER SEVEN
  15. CHAPTER EIGHT
  16. CHAPTER NINE
  17. CHAPTER TEN
  18. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  25. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  26. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY
  38. Epilogue
  39. Discussion Questions
  40. About the Author
  41. Back Ads
  42. Back Cover

“What helped?”

“Addressing the root problem. Fear.”

“My root problem is sadness. I’ve been trying to give myself permission to be bummed.” He leaned back, angling his face to the stars. “I assured Sebastian that I could deal with pain. But it turns out, not so much.”

“Talking about it with friends, like we’re doing now, helped me.”

“I’ve been talking about it with my brother and another of my friends. I’ve also been listening to ‘I Can’t Make You Love Me’ by Bonnie Raitt on repeat.”

She snapped her fingers and sat upright. “My heart has been broken three times. I have a whole playlist of songs to listen to when recovering. In addition to that song, I prescribe regular listening to ‘Sandcastles’ by Beyoncé.”

“‘The Dance’ by Garth Brooks.”

“Yes! ‘Ain’t No Sunshine’ by Bill Withers.”

“A classic.”

“I’ll share my playlist with you. I cried out more toxins listening to those songs than I’ve ever sweat out while exercising.”

How come you’re so uptight, anyway?” Blair asked Luke the following night.

Why? Why couldn’t she let him work on her car alone?

He’d spent a lot of time here in the barn lately. He loved working on this car. But not even the Firebird had the power to distract him from Finley. He couldn’t stand spending hours a day just inches away from her, smelling her light citrus perfume. Wanting to touch her. Then coming here in search of a few hours of peace and finding none.

Regrets, condemnation, anger over what had gone sideways between him and Finley on Valentine’s Day . . . he’d wrestled with all of it.

And now, on top of that, he was having to deal with his sister.

Blair sat on the garage’s counter, swinging her combat boots. A knit cap covered her head. She wore ripped jeans and a huge black T-shirt that said Smashing the Patriarchy Is My Cardio.

“I’m not uptight.” He was leaning over the engine, working on the carburetor. “Hand me the needle-nose pliers.”

She hopped down and brought him the pliers. “You’re actually very uptight, which seems weird in a guy who’s gone to jail.”

“Only law-abiding citizens are allowed to be uptight?”

“Are you admitting that you are uptight?”

She was painfully frustrating. “I’m admitting that I’m uptight enough to want solitude in this barn.”

“If only, bro.” She peered at the engine critically. “Are you going to work on the crankshaft?”

“I am definitely not going to work on the crankshaft just because a fifteen-year-old—”

“—sister of yours—”

“—tells me to. Back away from the car.”

“It’s my car.”

“If you want it to run, back away from it.”

She retreated, palms lifted.

He liked her twenty percent more when she stood on the other side of the room and thirty percent more than that when she wasn’t speaking.