Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Landing Page
- TROLLS
- Contents
- The snowmobile track was…
- SATURDAY TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TWO THOUSAND AND FOURTEEN
- Seated in a plastic chair…
- It was a Monday…
- A patient…
- After exiting the mess…
- Lennart opened the door…
- Every time Anders tried…
- Diana sat in front of her computer…
- Lennart hung the headlamp…
- When I walked out onto the square…
- The door to his office was locked…
- It was early morning when they arrived…
- Håkan took off his watch…
- Anders was sitting on the sofa…
- The sound of a lorry reversing…
- Lennart peered into the reeking…
- Diana ended up setting off later…
- Anders studied the strange…
- Grete sat gazing out the window…
- The car was turning around when Diana stepped…
- Elias was sitting outside Frasse’s…
- Anders was standing in front of the …
- Susso told her she was going…
- Rune was hobbling around…
- When Diana opened her eyes in the dark…
- Every now and then …
- Anders had asked if he should bring anything…
- Lennart followed behind the motorhome…
- I recognised the girl…
- Abraham had stopped at the top of the ridge…
- Anders looked at the house on the other side…
- Diana couldn’t see anything…
- The mouse followed us everywhere…
- Diana walked toward the sea…
- Ipa was more or less constantly…
- In Varangerbotn, Diana turned into an Esso…
- Anders was woken up by the sound of…
- When I entered the kitchen that morning…
- Ipa had ripped the tape off …
- It was close to eleven at night…
- Stava climbed out of the car…
- I didn’t recognise her at first…
- It was the intensifying, suffocating…
- Lennart was lying on his back…
- Anders stood by the edge of the lake…
- ‘You can take those off now…
- When Roland told me he had asked…
- Anders was in the kitchen…
- ‘There they are,’…
- When Anders woke up…
- Diana sat with her phone…
- Anders closed his eyes…
- Seeing Susso’s car parked…
- I had a message and when…
- Diana sat with her hand around…
- I was watching TV when Diana called…
- Every once in a while, Anders was…
- Her dad was fiddling with something…
- Lennart drove across the ling bridge…
- Diana tapped her nails against…
- Stava stepped through the door…
- Diana had planned to tell…
- It frightened me half to death…
- Diana was out of bed…
- Lennart was sitting in the hallway…
- Kiruna had got it in her head…
- I picked up my phone from the…
- Diana looked in through the kitchen…
- Näcken slowed down and stopped…
- Lennart stood there with…
- The car was parked behind…
- Anders was kneeling on a…
- It was incomprehensible…
- Susso was sitting in the armchair…
- Lennart lay in bed with both shoes and clothes on…
- Diana saw her through the window…
- I counted the days, every single one…
- About the Author
- Copyright
‘Quite a bit then.’
‘I know Susso helped find that boy who was kidnapped. That she took some kind of photograph that helped the police.’
‘I know what you think, Diana. About us. About our family.’
‘What do you mean?’
Gudrun sighed.
‘I suppose you could say Susso was damaged by what happened.’
‘What do you mean, damaged?’
‘She’s not herself. To put it succinctly.’
‘But what is she doing, is she on sick leave or is she working …’
Gudrun shook her head.
‘She does nothing.’
‘Nothing?’
‘Yeah.’
‘But how does she get by?’
‘Would that I knew. She lives in Vittangi.’
‘In Vittangi! Why?’
‘She wants to be left alone. The last time I went out there, I couldn’t believe my eyes when she opened the door. She had lost so much weight I barely recognised her. Her clothes were hanging off her. And her eyes were so black; she looked like when she was little and woke up from the anaesthesia after they took her tonsils out. She looked at me with those big eyes, but it was as though she didn’t see me, or know what dimension she was in.’
‘Could it be drugs?’
‘Drugs. If only.’
Diana raised her eyebrows.
‘She let me into the kitchen and we sat there staring at one another like two strangers. I felt about as welcome as a vacuum salesman. It was obvious she wanted to know why I’d come, but I also had the distinct feeling she wasn’t entirely clear on who I was, and that was deeply unsettling.’
‘My God.’
‘She’s a different person, Diana. It’s not Susso.’
‘Is she living with someone?’
Gudrun didn’t answer straight away. She sipped her coffee and stared off into the distance. The wind soughed through the birch trees and a flock of cumulus clouds drifted into view, spreading a black blanket over the mining mountain.
‘It depends on how you see it.’
‘Does she have a boyfriend?’
‘I have a hard time picturing that.’
‘Is she not in touch with Tobe at all any more?’
‘She’s not in touch with anyone. She doesn’t even have a phone.’
A toddler was trying to climb up the slide, her shoes squeaking against the metal. Kiruna was sitting at the top, patiently waiting to go. And then she went. Straight into the toddler. Diana put her cup down on the bench. But she stopped when she realised there was no crying, and none of the other adults sitting on the benches by the playground reacted.
Gudrun watched the children.
‘Don’t blink, Diana,’ she said. ‘Because when you open your eyes again, she’ll be gone. That’s how fast it happens.’
‘Do you want me to go out there?’