Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Landing Page
- TROLLS
- Contents
- The snowmobile track was…
- SATURDAY TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TWO THOUSAND AND FOURTEEN
- Seated in a plastic chair…
- It was a Monday…
- A patient…
- After exiting the mess…
- Lennart opened the door…
- Every time Anders tried…
- Diana sat in front of her computer…
- Lennart hung the headlamp…
- When I walked out onto the square…
- The door to his office was locked…
- It was early morning when they arrived…
- Håkan took off his watch…
- Anders was sitting on the sofa…
- The sound of a lorry reversing…
- Lennart peered into the reeking…
- Diana ended up setting off later…
- Anders studied the strange…
- Grete sat gazing out the window…
- The car was turning around when Diana stepped…
- Elias was sitting outside Frasse’s…
- Anders was standing in front of the …
- Susso told her she was going…
- Rune was hobbling around…
- When Diana opened her eyes in the dark…
- Every now and then …
- Anders had asked if he should bring anything…
- Lennart followed behind the motorhome…
- I recognised the girl…
- Abraham had stopped at the top of the ridge…
- Anders looked at the house on the other side…
- Diana couldn’t see anything…
- The mouse followed us everywhere…
- Diana walked toward the sea…
- Ipa was more or less constantly…
- In Varangerbotn, Diana turned into an Esso…
- Anders was woken up by the sound of…
- When I entered the kitchen that morning…
- Ipa had ripped the tape off …
- It was close to eleven at night…
- Stava climbed out of the car…
- I didn’t recognise her at first…
- It was the intensifying, suffocating…
- Lennart was lying on his back…
- Anders stood by the edge of the lake…
- ‘You can take those off now…
- When Roland told me he had asked…
- Anders was in the kitchen…
- ‘There they are,’…
- When Anders woke up…
- Diana sat with her phone…
- Anders closed his eyes…
- Seeing Susso’s car parked…
- I had a message and when…
- Diana sat with her hand around…
- I was watching TV when Diana called…
- Every once in a while, Anders was…
- Her dad was fiddling with something…
- Lennart drove across the ling bridge…
- Diana tapped her nails against…
- Stava stepped through the door…
- Diana had planned to tell…
- It frightened me half to death…
- Diana was out of bed…
- Lennart was sitting in the hallway…
- Kiruna had got it in her head…
- I picked up my phone from the…
- Diana looked in through the kitchen…
- Näcken slowed down and stopped…
- Lennart stood there with…
- The car was parked behind…
- Anders was kneeling on a…
- It was incomprehensible…
- Susso was sitting in the armchair…
- Lennart lay in bed with both shoes and clothes on…
- Diana saw her through the window…
- I counted the days, every single one…
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Anders left the room. He paced a circle around the living room because he couldn’t stand still. He was suddenly overcome with an impulse to sit down on the sofa and stick the barrel in his mouth. He heard Stava’s hoarse voice from the bedroom. She was explaining something to the boy.
‘This is going to haunt you for the rest of your life,’ she said, ‘you can’t live with these images.’
After a while, she came out and closed the door behind her, carefully, as though she had just managed to put an infant to sleep.
She stood with her arms crossed, watching him. He was sitting on the sofa, poking at one of the holes in the coffee table.
‘Anders,’ she said and sat down next to him. ‘Don’t you think I know what you’re going through? You want me to push that pen against your head too. Don’t you?’
He nodded.
‘I would never do that. What you’re going through, it will pass. I promise you. This is just a phase. A transition.’
‘I can’t, I can’t do this.’
‘What can’t you do?’
He nodded toward the bedroom.
‘They’re just humans,’ she said and stroked his neck.
‘I’m a human too, aren’t I?’
‘You’re my human. That’s different.’
They sat on the sofa for a long while without speaking.
‘I want to go home,’ he mumbled.
‘We’re on our way.’
Suddenly, she whipped her head around to face the bedroom door. A sound had made her react. She listened and after a while she went over and opened the door. What she saw in the gloom on the other side disturbed her. She cursed and spoke heatedly in Finnish and moments later the wolf came shambling out into the living room like an old dog who’s been banished.
‘We have to get out of here,’ she said.
‘What happened?’
‘Grab the bag!’
They jogged back to the car. Anders didn’t know why they were suddenly in such a hurry, but he assumed it had something to do with Ransu no longer walking upright.
He put the rifle in the boot and after the wolf jumped in, he closed the lid. She had already started the car; he didn’t even have time to close the door before she drove off.
Diana couldn’t see anything…
Diana couldn’t see anything and all sounds except her own pulse were muffled. She never heard the child, but she heard the woman talking to it in a childish voice. A young woman. Not a local. The voice penetrated her numbed awareness in waves and when she had established that the woman was real and just outside, she started kicking. Inside the hood of warm and sticky scrim-backed plastic that enveloped her head, her screams turned into a wordless lowing. She kicked and thrashed until she heard the woman again.