Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Landing Page
- TROLLS
- Contents
- The snowmobile track was…
- SATURDAY TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TWO THOUSAND AND FOURTEEN
- Seated in a plastic chair…
- It was a Monday…
- A patient…
- After exiting the mess…
- Lennart opened the door…
- Every time Anders tried…
- Diana sat in front of her computer…
- Lennart hung the headlamp…
- When I walked out onto the square…
- The door to his office was locked…
- It was early morning when they arrived…
- Håkan took off his watch…
- Anders was sitting on the sofa…
- The sound of a lorry reversing…
- Lennart peered into the reeking…
- Diana ended up setting off later…
- Anders studied the strange…
- Grete sat gazing out the window…
- The car was turning around when Diana stepped…
- Elias was sitting outside Frasse’s…
- Anders was standing in front of the …
- Susso told her she was going…
- Rune was hobbling around…
- When Diana opened her eyes in the dark…
- Every now and then …
- Anders had asked if he should bring anything…
- Lennart followed behind the motorhome…
- I recognised the girl…
- Abraham had stopped at the top of the ridge…
- Anders looked at the house on the other side…
- Diana couldn’t see anything…
- The mouse followed us everywhere…
- Diana walked toward the sea…
- Ipa was more or less constantly…
- In Varangerbotn, Diana turned into an Esso…
- Anders was woken up by the sound of…
- When I entered the kitchen that morning…
- Ipa had ripped the tape off …
- It was close to eleven at night…
- Stava climbed out of the car…
- I didn’t recognise her at first…
- It was the intensifying, suffocating…
- Lennart was lying on his back…
- Anders stood by the edge of the lake…
- ‘You can take those off now…
- When Roland told me he had asked…
- Anders was in the kitchen…
- ‘There they are,’…
- When Anders woke up…
- Diana sat with her phone…
- Anders closed his eyes…
- Seeing Susso’s car parked…
- I had a message and when…
- Diana sat with her hand around…
- I was watching TV when Diana called…
- Every once in a while, Anders was…
- Her dad was fiddling with something…
- Lennart drove across the ling bridge…
- Diana tapped her nails against…
- Stava stepped through the door…
- Diana had planned to tell…
- It frightened me half to death…
- Diana was out of bed…
- Lennart was sitting in the hallway…
- Kiruna had got it in her head…
- I picked up my phone from the…
- Diana looked in through the kitchen…
- Näcken slowed down and stopped…
- Lennart stood there with…
- The car was parked behind…
- Anders was kneeling on a…
- It was incomprehensible…
- Susso was sitting in the armchair…
- Lennart lay in bed with both shoes and clothes on…
- Diana saw her through the window…
- I counted the days, every single one…
- About the Author
- Copyright
‘Watched TV,’ he said with his mouth full. ‘Drank instant hot chocolate and ate Risperidone. Played Othello with a pyromaniac called Jens. It’s like fucking nursery school in there, just so you know. They’ve painted Goofy on a column in the common room, and some other cartoon characters, I don’t know their names, and underneath someone had written ‘Welcome to Basket Case Nursery’. And that’s what it was like. A nursery school for insane people.’
‘And you put up with it for ten years.’
‘Well, I was in prison in Haparanda first. Then, when I cut my arm with the bandsaw in the workshop, the second time, they transferred me. And started giving me drugs.’
‘When I visited you, and told you we’d found him, that we’d found Skabram, you didn’t believe me. Remember?’
He shook his head.
‘You said you knew they were all dead. That you could feel it. I can feel they’re gone the same way I can feel my hand’s gone. That’s how you put it.’
‘I still feel that way.’
She grabbed hold of her wheels and drew closer.
‘But you were wrong.’
‘Yes.’
She watched him.
‘Eventually, we’ll find the others.’
‘They’re dead.’
‘We don’t know that.’
‘Well, then how are you going to find them? More Goldilocks stories in the paper?’
‘Exactly!’
He looked at the hare, which hopped across the floor and settled down under the table. From where it stared at him, its nose twitching violently.
‘If Luttak were dead, we’d know.’
‘What makes you say that?’
‘Because her fur’s so grey. If anyone came across such an unusual bear, dead or alive, it would be in the paper. Don’t you think?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘Trust me.’
‘I think you should try to get hold of that girl Fanny instead.’
‘I don’t know if I dare to. There’s a considerable danger that the next time you come to visit, it won’t be me sitting in this chair, but rather someone who just calls themselves Grete, if you know what I mean.’
‘Have you heard anything from Stava?’
Grete shook her head. She shifted in her wheelchair and straightened the blanket wrapped around her legs.
‘You know who her mother is, don’t you?’
‘I guess I’ve had my suspicions,’ he mumbled into his plate.
Grete looked down at her hands.
‘But you never said anything.’
‘Does she know?’
‘I think I assumed she had pieced it together. Or that someone had told her. Maybe not in so many words, but that she’d figured it out. We had no contact at all for at least fifty years; I figured that was why. That she knew. But then she came here last spring. Lennart. Look at me.’
‘I am.’
‘Take off your glasses. Who am I supposed to talk to about all this, if I can’t talk to you?’