Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Landing Page
- TROLLS
- Contents
- The snowmobile track was…
- SATURDAY TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TWO THOUSAND AND FOURTEEN
- Seated in a plastic chair…
- It was a Monday…
- A patient…
- After exiting the mess…
- Lennart opened the door…
- Every time Anders tried…
- Diana sat in front of her computer…
- Lennart hung the headlamp…
- When I walked out onto the square…
- The door to his office was locked…
- It was early morning when they arrived…
- Håkan took off his watch…
- Anders was sitting on the sofa…
- The sound of a lorry reversing…
- Lennart peered into the reeking…
- Diana ended up setting off later…
- Anders studied the strange…
- Grete sat gazing out the window…
- The car was turning around when Diana stepped…
- Elias was sitting outside Frasse’s…
- Anders was standing in front of the …
- Susso told her she was going…
- Rune was hobbling around…
- When Diana opened her eyes in the dark…
- Every now and then …
- Anders had asked if he should bring anything…
- Lennart followed behind the motorhome…
- I recognised the girl…
- Abraham had stopped at the top of the ridge…
- Anders looked at the house on the other side…
- Diana couldn’t see anything…
- The mouse followed us everywhere…
- Diana walked toward the sea…
- Ipa was more or less constantly…
- In Varangerbotn, Diana turned into an Esso…
- Anders was woken up by the sound of…
- When I entered the kitchen that morning…
- Ipa had ripped the tape off …
- It was close to eleven at night…
- Stava climbed out of the car…
- I didn’t recognise her at first…
- It was the intensifying, suffocating…
- Lennart was lying on his back…
- Anders stood by the edge of the lake…
- ‘You can take those off now…
- When Roland told me he had asked…
- Anders was in the kitchen…
- ‘There they are,’…
- When Anders woke up…
- Diana sat with her phone…
- Anders closed his eyes…
- Seeing Susso’s car parked…
- I had a message and when…
- Diana sat with her hand around…
- I was watching TV when Diana called…
- Every once in a while, Anders was…
- Her dad was fiddling with something…
- Lennart drove across the ling bridge…
- Diana tapped her nails against…
- Stava stepped through the door…
- Diana had planned to tell…
- It frightened me half to death…
- Diana was out of bed…
- Lennart was sitting in the hallway…
- Kiruna had got it in her head…
- I picked up my phone from the…
- Diana looked in through the kitchen…
- Näcken slowed down and stopped…
- Lennart stood there with…
- The car was parked behind…
- Anders was kneeling on a…
- It was incomprehensible…
- Susso was sitting in the armchair…
- Lennart lay in bed with both shoes and clothes on…
- Diana saw her through the window…
- I counted the days, every single one…
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She washed her hands and studied herself in the mirror. Her skin was punctured where the blow had struck her nose and the blood that had seeped out had dried like a black tear. She wet a napkin and gently dabbed it against the wound.
She saw a lone mosquito hovering behind her in the mirror and for some reason, the thought of someone other than her having let it into the bathroom revolted her.
The woman at the till was from South East Asia. A small pink flower floated in the black river of her hair. She avoided making eye contact and seemed cross. When Diana asked what kinds of snus they had, she opened the cabinet and turned away and when they waited for the card reader to approve the payment, she stared at the card reader. Then she suddenly slammed her hand down on the counter. Diana was terrified. She didn’t realise the woman had been aiming for a mosquito until she cursed and waved her hand at it.
After a while, a little man appeared behind the till. He gave her directions in sing-song Norwegian and took out a small map that he unfolded and pointed at. Basically, she just had to follow the river. She was supposed to take the E6 motorway all the way down to Karasjok and then head toward Kautokeino and down toward Finland and once she got to Finland, she should drive toward Kilpisjärvi. That would take her to Karesuando. He repeated it like a chant: Karasjok, Kautokeino, Kilpisjärvi. And Karesuando. Four Ks. Five with Kiruna.
She got back in her car and emptied her carrier bag of supplies on the passenger seat. Three chocolate bars by the name of Hobby, two bottles of Coke and a tin of mint-flavoured Skruf snus. She scarfed some chocolate and washed it down with Coke. Every bite hurt so bad she grinned like a malevolent old hag throughout.
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The road never strayed far from the river, which came and went behind the birch trees. She regretted not asking how far it might be. Three hundred miles, six hundred miles, she had no earthly idea. This was unfamiliar territory. The heart of Sápmi. She had never been north of Abisko before. Yes, she had. No, she hadn’t. Her head, her poor head. One moment, she was thinking about the station manager who had imported a wife – a catalogue hag, or CH, as Håkan liked to put it – a woman who seemed to hate her work and maybe her whole life up here among the mosquitoes and reindeer in the Far North, and she wondered if they had any children and if so what they looked like and what identities they would develop as they grew up.