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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-One
  37. Chapter Thirty-Two
  38. Chapter Thirty-Three
  39. Chapter Thirty-Four
  40. Epilogue
  41. Acknowledgements
  42. About the Author
  43. Also by the Same Author
  44. Book Credits
  45. HarperNorth Newsletter
  46. About the Publisher

She toyed with her drink, still not meeting his eyes, but seemed eager to talk all the same. ‘My ex is a nightmare. I’ve told him there is no going back this time, but he keeps turning up wherever I am.’ She continued talking in a whisper as if he might be able to hear her – wherever he was – her eyes darting around the room just in case. ‘He said if I get somebody new, he’ll cut their balls off. He’s a total headcase, got a screw loose.’ The hairs on her arm were standing on end. ‘And he would you know, he’s got a terrible temper and he doesn’t know when to stop once his cage has been rattled. I asked him to get help, you know, but he point-blank refused, told me I was the one with the problem not him.’

Donny wasn’t quite sure how to respond. ‘He sounds like a right one. How did you end up with somebody like that? You seem like you’ve got your head screwed on. Men with tempers like that are trouble. It starts with words, but that’s not usually where it ends.’ He paused. ‘Did he hit you too?’ He realised that maybe he had overstepped the mark with his last question. He should have been more cautious, though it didn’t seem to faze Mel, who carried on talking as she nervously twiddled the ends of her hair.

‘Donny, you don’t know the half of it. He’s done some bad things to me; sick, twisted things. He thinks he’s untouchable. I’ve been out on a few dates since we split up and he always gets wind of it and turns up and warns them off. It looks like I will be single for ever, well, at least while he’s still around,’ she paused as if unsure whether to carry on. ‘You see, the thing is, he’s a copper. So, it’s not like I can report him, he’s got the boys in blue looking after him. They all piss in the same pot. I did phone them when he first started hitting me and nothing was done. It’s a waste of time. It’s like pissing in the wind.’

‘You should ask to speak to someone else, go higher than him, that will fuck him up.’

‘He is one of the higher-up ones, Donny. He’s older than me and he still thinks I’m some sort of kid. We got together when I was sixteen and he sort of looked after me when I was in a bad place. But I realised too late he liked the power. He’s a bully, Donny. A control freak.’