Chapters (35)
- Cover
- Title
- Foreword
- Plant Growin’ Problems
- Nightmare
- Facing the Music
- Facing the Music
- Kubuku Rides (This Is It)
- The Rich
- Old Frank and Jesus
- Boy and Dog
- Julie: A Memory
- Samaritans
- Night Life
- Leaving Town
- The End of Romance
- The Crying
- And Another Thing
- Tiny Love
- A Birthday Party
- BIG BAD LOVE
- Falling Out of Love
- The Apprentice
- Wild Thing
- Big Bad Love
- Gold Nuggets
- Waiting for the Ladies
- Old Soldiers for Lisa
- Sleep
- Big Bad Love
- Discipline
- Big Bad Love
- 92 Days for buk
- A Roadside Resurrection
- About the Author
When I first heard it, it didn’t register. It was just a noise that came along with the wind. Trees make their own voices in the woods sometimes, when two grow together and rub their bark away in the breeze. They moan, creak, cry out. Eventually I began to think that I was hallucinating from the cold, and that scared me. Of course I thought of hypothermia then, and again I considered getting down and rounding up some firewood. There were plenty of pine knots lying around. The woods were full of dead branches. But I kept thinking that soon it would warm up, that soon I’d stop shaking. And I was so deep in my own misery that I didn’t even listen to it closely for at least ten or fifteen minutes. Then the wind laid a bit, and I heard it plainly: oooooooooh help me.
My head snapped up. It wasn’t coming from the ground. The voice was in the air. But when the wind gusted, it lessened.
It’s Jim, I thought. It’s him or Bobby, one or the other. One of them has fallen out of his stand, and broken his leg, or landed on his knife. I started up, then stopped. It was coming from right in front of me. Bobby was a few hundred yards to the right of me, and Jim was far away to the left. This voice was close. It stopped then, and there was nothing to hear but the limbs moving, and the dead leaves rattling over the ground. I sat as still as I could and held my breath for a short time. I stopped noticing that I was cold. There was nothing, no sound but the wind. There was not an animal stirring anywhere, not even a squirrel. No birds. And it was only then that I noticed what had been missing all morning: the sound of any kind of life. In a place that is always teeming with life, it all appeared as dead as dead can be.
I told myself that it was too cold for anything to be stirring, that the animals knew when to stay hidden and warm better than men did. I told myself that I had been mistaken about the voice. If Jim or Bobby had been hurt, they would have fired three times. We had a prearranged signal for trouble. We all carried extra cartridges just for that purpose. Nobody else was supposed to be there.
I heard it again. Softer now. heeeeeeeeelp oooooooooh help
It was a weak voice, the voice of someone who had been crying out for help for a long time, so long a time that his voice was almost gone, either that or his life. And it didn’t matter if somebody was on our land who wasn’t supposed to be there, or if I spooked all the deer by getting down and trying to find him. The thing was, I had to find him. Soon.