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Chapters (42)
  1. Dedication
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Epilogue One
  38. Epilogue Two
  39. This Is Forever
  40. Tempt The Hookup
  41. Books By Natasha Madison
  42. Acknowledgments

“Markos.” He uses my legal name, and I can hear the smile in his voice. “How are you, my son?” He has been in Canada almost all his life, but if you listen close enough, you can still hear the accent. Now my brother, Christos—he calls himself Chris—and I lived in Canada our whole life, and no matter how much Greek school we had growing up on Saturday mornings, we still cannot understand it.

“Good, Dad,” I tell him, grabbing my workout shorts. “Just got home actually.”

“Good. How was the drive?” he asks. I spent the last week with them at my summer house in Kelowna, British Columbia, and I stopped in Toronto and then decided to drive down to New York.

“Good. I got to zone out for a couple of hours, so it was peaceful,” I tell him. Even when I was younger, I was always the quiet one, and then once I became a goalie, it just got even worse. I am always in my head, always quiet, and always assessing the situation. Before the games, I don’t talk to anyone. Instead, I put on my music and get in the zone.

“Your mother already misses you,” he says. “She wants to come down for the opening game.”

“No problem. I’ll get you tickets,” I tell him. “I’m getting the official schedule this week, so I’ll let you know the dates.”

“That sounds good,” my father says. “I just wanted to make sure you got home okay.” I smile because even at thirty-two, almost thirty-three, he still wants me to call him as soon as I get home.

“I’m home,” I tell him quietly. “I’m going to go work out now, so I’ll call you sometime tomorrow or when I get the schedule.”

“Sure thing, son,” he says. “I love you,” he says in Greek, and I say one of the few Greek words I know.

“Love you, too,” I say and disconnect the phone, grabbing my stuff and heading down to the gym. Once I get on the treadmill, I put the Air Pods in my ears, and for the next two hours, I just run, trying to shut down my mind. But instead, I make mental notes and lists for later. When I walk back into the apartment, I grab a bottle of water and hydrate myself.

“It’s going to be a good season,” I say to the empty room. Little do I realize exactly how big this season will be.

Chapter Three

Vivienne

“Do you know you’ve carried me more than any other man before?” I say, giggling as Matthew tosses me over his shoulder like I’m a bag of potatoes. “I mean, I’ve had men carry me before, but I got the happy ending after they did.”