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Chapters (42)
  1. Dedication
  2. Prologue
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Epilogue One
  38. Epilogue Two
  39. This Is Forever
  40. Tempt The Hookup
  41. Books By Natasha Madison
  42. Acknowledgments

“Would I answer the phone?” she in turn asks me, and I grab my watch, putting it on.

“How am I supposed to know? Maybe you’re not into it.” I shrug.

“I was running after Chase, who took off with my phone,” she says. “I’m on my way out the door now. Why did I think it was a good idea to stay in a hotel?”

“Because you’re crazy,” I tell her. “Would it be bad if I passed on tonight’s festivities?” I ask her, looking at my reflection in the mirror. I know I have to show up, and I’m half okay with that, but I’m not sure I can be the nonchalant Vivienne everyone knows. “I don’t even know.”

“Vivienne,” she says softly. “Remember the advice you give all the girls.” I roll my eyes at this. “To get over him, one must get under someone else.”

I close my eyes because the thought of sleeping with someone else makes me ill, but the thought of Mark sleeping with someone makes me dizzy, and I have to sit down. “You’re right,” I say, opening my eyes. “I’ll meet you guys there.”

“We can swing by and get you,” she says, and then I hear crashing in the background. “Okay, meeting us there sounds great.” She disconnects. I get up and look at my outfit of dark blue jeans that used to hug me perfectly but are now just a touch loose on me and a matching button-up shirt with puffy sleeves and a huge bow tied around the neck.

“You can do this,” I tell myself. “You are the queen of being single.” I hold my head high and then turn around and grab my black Chanel purse. The wind blows my hair back as I walk out of the door to the waiting car. The driver opens the door, and I sit in the back and look out the window. My stomach is a mess as the driver zigzags through traffic, and when he drops me off at the players’ entrance, I get out, and my eyes make a quick sweep of the area. My stomach dips when I see some players arriving, and I reach into my purse for the pass that Matthew gets me every year. Walking with my head down for the first time ever, I don’t look around and see who is there. I just make a beeline inside and go straight to the stairs that take you to the arena instead of down the carpet to the dressing rooms. I walk in, and a lot of people are already standing around. The season opener has always been a big deal, but ever since Allison did the public relations, she’s made it bigger and better. When Oliver took over for her, it just went over the top. I spot Cooper and Parker right away as Cooper posts for pictures with the fans.