“I can’t,” I say, and I don’t know what I’m saying or asking for. His fingers are now inside me, and my hips move on their own. “Justin,” I say right before he moans into my pussy, and I come on his fingers and tongue. I shiver the whole time, my nails for sure ripping the skin on his shoulder. He waits until I’m stable and then comes up and kisses me, and I taste myself on him.

He unties one ankle strap and then the other. “Lie back and open up for me,” he says, going to the side table where I know he has his condoms. He grabs one and comes back to me, my eyes never leaving him. His perfect body, his arms that are defined all the way to the side muscles on his hips. I sit up now when he gets closer, and I’m finally able to bite that side hip that I’ve been dreaming of doing. He hisses, and I move my head just a touch and cover his cock with my mouth. I devour his cock as much as I can. My hand comes up to hold him and he lets me for less than a minute. “I’m not coming in your mouth,” he says. “First time, I come in you.” He opens the condom wrapper. “Now lie back and spread your legs for me.” I lie back, my eyes on his as he slides the condom down his cock, and he puts one knee on the bed. “I’ll buy you another pair,” he says, and I am so mesmerized with him that I don’t know what he’s saying before he tears my panties off in one move.

“Spread your legs for me.” I open my legs wider for him, and when he crawls to me with his cock in his hand, I don’t move, I don’t breathe, I don’t even think I blink. “I’ve been waiting for you,” he says, rubbing his cock up and down my slit, “for what seems like forever.” He places his cock at my entrance, trying to control himself. “Everything has led to this one moment with you.” He looks down at his cock, and I look with him as his cock slowly enters me.

“I love you,” I say without even realizing the words have left my mouth, and his head snaps up to look at me.

“I’ve loved you for what seems my whole life,” he says, and with one firm thrust, he buries himself in me. His arms come to the side of my head. “I love you,” he says again, and a lone tear escapes the side of my eye and rolls to the covers. “Love you forever,” he says, and he makes love to me.