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Chapters (63)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to There and Back
  6. 1. Bookbinder and Son
  7. 2. Brother and Sister
  8. 3. Simon Armour
  9. 4. A Lost Shoe
  10. 5. The Library
  11. 6. Alice
  12. 7. Mortgrange
  13. 8. Barbara Wylder
  14. 9. Mrs. Wylder
  15. 10. Barbara and Her Critics
  16. 11. The Parson’s Parable
  17. 12. The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
  18. 13. The Beginning
  19. 14. Wingfold
  20. 15. Far From Home
  21. 16. A Sister
  22. 17. Barbara and Lady Ann
  23. 18. Alice and Barbara
  24. 19. Barbara Thinks
  25. 20. Wingfold and Barbara
  26. 21. The Shoeing of Miss Brown
  27. 22. Vixen
  28. 23. Barbara’s Duty
  29. 24. The Parson’s Counsel
  30. 25. Lady Ann
  31. 26. Dismissal
  32. 27. The Wylders
  33. 28. London
  34. 29. Nature
  35. 30. A Drunken Disclosure
  36. 31. To Be Redeemed, One Must Redeem
  37. 32. A Door Opened in Heaven
  38. 33. Doors Opened on Earth
  39. 34. Death the Deliverer
  40. 35. The Cave in the Fire
  41. 36. Duck Fists
  42. 37. Baronet and Blacksmith
  43. 38. Revelation
  44. 39. The Bookbinder’s Heritage
  45. 40. Stepmother
  46. 41. Flight
  47. 42. Gone
  48. 43. Uncle-Father and Aunt-Mother
  49. 44. A Meeting
  50. 45. Wylder Hall
  51. 46. Miss Brown
  52. 47. Wingfold and Barbara
  53. 48. The Will
  54. 49. The Heir
  55. 50. Wingfold and Arthur Manson
  56. 51. Richard and His Family
  57. 52. Heart-to-Heart
  58. 53. The Quarrel
  59. 54. Baronet and Blacksmith
  60. 55. The Funeral
  61. 56. The Packet
  62. 57. Barbara’s Dream
  63. ENDNOTES

“What does God have to do with it? It was the people who were wicked to me. What if there be a God who loves me, and cares as little what people say about me, because he knows the truth, as I care about it because I know the truth!—But that is not what I wanted to say, which was this. If such lies were told, and believed, about an innocent girl trying to do her duty, why may not people have told lies about God, and people believed them? The same thing may hold with the book. Perhaps it does not speak such lies about God, but stupid or lying people have said that it speaks them, and other people have believed those, and said it again. I hope with all my heart that what you are saying is false when you say there is no God. But that is not nearly so bad as saying there is a God who is not good. I can’t think anybody would believe in a God like that, or that people would have been able to write a book about him that so many good people care to read.”

Richard was silent. Barbara’s sore experience echoed in his heart, and they had by now nearly arrived at the door of the cottage. He knocked, received no answer, opened the door, and they went in.

There was light enough from the remnant of fire to see, on a stool by its side, the woman of the house fast asleep, with her head against the wall. Her husband was snoring in bed. The children lay still on their mattress on the floor. Alice sat on the one chair, her head fallen back, and her face pale white. Beside the worn girl, Barbara looked like the incarnation of life and energy. Her cheeks were flushed from the rapid walk, and for a moment she stood radiant with the tender glow of pity as she looked down on the girl. Then with a sigh she put her arm under her head and lifted it gently. Alice’s eyes opened, but they did not seem to have much life in them.

“Quick,” said Barbara, “give me a little brandy in the cup.”

Richard did so and Barbara put the cup to Alice’s lips.

“Take a little brandy, dear—it will revive you,” she said.

All Alice could see was the face of an angel bending over her. She obeyed the heavenly vision and drank what it offered. It made her cough, and their sleeping hostess jumped to her feet, but a smile and greeting from Barbara reassured her. She thanked her for her hospitality as if Alice had been her own sister, and slipping money into the woman’s hand, coaxed her to make up the fire a little that she might warm some soup she had brought.