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Chapters (63)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to There and Back
  6. 1. Bookbinder and Son
  7. 2. Brother and Sister
  8. 3. Simon Armour
  9. 4. A Lost Shoe
  10. 5. The Library
  11. 6. Alice
  12. 7. Mortgrange
  13. 8. Barbara Wylder
  14. 9. Mrs. Wylder
  15. 10. Barbara and Her Critics
  16. 11. The Parson’s Parable
  17. 12. The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
  18. 13. The Beginning
  19. 14. Wingfold
  20. 15. Far From Home
  21. 16. A Sister
  22. 17. Barbara and Lady Ann
  23. 18. Alice and Barbara
  24. 19. Barbara Thinks
  25. 20. Wingfold and Barbara
  26. 21. The Shoeing of Miss Brown
  27. 22. Vixen
  28. 23. Barbara’s Duty
  29. 24. The Parson’s Counsel
  30. 25. Lady Ann
  31. 26. Dismissal
  32. 27. The Wylders
  33. 28. London
  34. 29. Nature
  35. 30. A Drunken Disclosure
  36. 31. To Be Redeemed, One Must Redeem
  37. 32. A Door Opened in Heaven
  38. 33. Doors Opened on Earth
  39. 34. Death the Deliverer
  40. 35. The Cave in the Fire
  41. 36. Duck Fists
  42. 37. Baronet and Blacksmith
  43. 38. Revelation
  44. 39. The Bookbinder’s Heritage
  45. 40. Stepmother
  46. 41. Flight
  47. 42. Gone
  48. 43. Uncle-Father and Aunt-Mother
  49. 44. A Meeting
  50. 45. Wylder Hall
  51. 46. Miss Brown
  52. 47. Wingfold and Barbara
  53. 48. The Will
  54. 49. The Heir
  55. 50. Wingfold and Arthur Manson
  56. 51. Richard and His Family
  57. 52. Heart-to-Heart
  58. 53. The Quarrel
  59. 54. Baronet and Blacksmith
  60. 55. The Funeral
  61. 56. The Packet
  62. 57. Barbara’s Dream
  63. ENDNOTES

“You see, the time is coming when I shall have to go back to London.”

There was a tone and slight tremble in his words. It was to this, not to the words themselves, which Barbara made reply.

“Will anyone dare say we shall not meet again?”

“The sort of God you believe in would probably not say it,” he answered. “But the sort of God my mother believes in would.”

“I know nothing about other people’s Gods. Indeed,” she added, “I know very little about my own. But I want to know more, and Mr. Wingfold is teaching me.”

“Take care he doesn’t talk you into anything. Only I doubt he would try to do that.”

“He will persuade me of nothing that doesn’t seem to me true—be certain of that, Richard. And if it please God to part us, I will pray to him to let us meet again. You have been very good to me.”

Richard was not elated by her words. He only thought, “How kind of her!”

Barbara turned her mare across the road, and sent her at the hedge. Miss Brown cleared it like a stag, and took a bee-line along the grass for Wylder Hall.

Richard stood astonished. A moment before she was close beside him, and now she was nearly out of his sight! Though Richard could shoe a horse, he could not for a moment have stuck to Miss Brown over that hedge. He watched till she vanished, then turned toward Mortgrange.

He was as much in love with Barbara as a man could be who indulged no hope whatever of marrying her—who was not even tempted to build the humblest castle for her in the air of possibility. But so far was his love from causing in him any kind of selfish absorption, that his heart was much troubled at Alice’s leaving him without a farewell. Her behaviour woke in him his first sense of the inexplicable—he little thought of its being but the first visible vapour of a mystery that involved both his past and his future. All he knew was that the sister of his friend had, in a stormy night in London, fled from him as from a wild beast, and that now, on a quiet morning in the country, she was gone from his grandfather’s house without a word of farewell.

“There must be a reason for everything,” he said to himself, “but some reasons are hard to find!”

22. Vixen

— Twenty-Two —

Vixen

The next day, before noon, Richard was busy as usual in the library. Doors and windows were shut against draughts, for he was working with gold-leaf on the tooling of an ancient binding. A door opened, and in came the goblin of the house.