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Chapters (63)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. Foreword to The Cullen Collection
  5. Introduction to There and Back
  6. 1. Bookbinder and Son
  7. 2. Brother and Sister
  8. 3. Simon Armour
  9. 4. A Lost Shoe
  10. 5. The Library
  11. 6. Alice
  12. 7. Mortgrange
  13. 8. Barbara Wylder
  14. 9. Mrs. Wylder
  15. 10. Barbara and Her Critics
  16. 11. The Parson’s Parable
  17. 12. The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
  18. 13. The Beginning
  19. 14. Wingfold
  20. 15. Far From Home
  21. 16. A Sister
  22. 17. Barbara and Lady Ann
  23. 18. Alice and Barbara
  24. 19. Barbara Thinks
  25. 20. Wingfold and Barbara
  26. 21. The Shoeing of Miss Brown
  27. 22. Vixen
  28. 23. Barbara’s Duty
  29. 24. The Parson’s Counsel
  30. 25. Lady Ann
  31. 26. Dismissal
  32. 27. The Wylders
  33. 28. London
  34. 29. Nature
  35. 30. A Drunken Disclosure
  36. 31. To Be Redeemed, One Must Redeem
  37. 32. A Door Opened in Heaven
  38. 33. Doors Opened on Earth
  39. 34. Death the Deliverer
  40. 35. The Cave in the Fire
  41. 36. Duck Fists
  42. 37. Baronet and Blacksmith
  43. 38. Revelation
  44. 39. The Bookbinder’s Heritage
  45. 40. Stepmother
  46. 41. Flight
  47. 42. Gone
  48. 43. Uncle-Father and Aunt-Mother
  49. 44. A Meeting
  50. 45. Wylder Hall
  51. 46. Miss Brown
  52. 47. Wingfold and Barbara
  53. 48. The Will
  54. 49. The Heir
  55. 50. Wingfold and Arthur Manson
  56. 51. Richard and His Family
  57. 52. Heart-to-Heart
  58. 53. The Quarrel
  59. 54. Baronet and Blacksmith
  60. 55. The Funeral
  61. 56. The Packet
  62. 57. Barbara’s Dream
  63. ENDNOTES

“Go to the library,” she said. “I will come to you there. I won’t be a minute.”

She went in and closed her door with hardly a sound. Then for the first time Richard realized that one of the other doors might open, and the pale, cold face of the formidable lady look out. If it was her candle he had followed, she would almost have certainly heard when he called Miss Wylder. As quietly as he could, he ran gliding through the passage and corridor and down the stairs. Arriving in the library, he lighted a candle, and, in case anyone should enter, pretended to be looking at books. Within five minutes Barbara was at his side.

“Now,” she said, and stood silent, waiting.

He told her where and in what state he had found the girl and to what a poor place he had carried her, saying he was afraid she would die unless Miss Wylder would help him.

“We need brandy,” she said. “Lady Ann has some in her room. The rest I can manage! Wait here. I will be back in three minutes.”

She went, and Richard waited—without anxiety. Whatever Barbara set her hand to seemed as good as done.

She reappeared in her red cloak, with a basket beneath it.

“Open that bay window, and don’t make a noise. They mustn’t find it undone—we have to get in that way again.”

Richard obeyed scrupulously. It was a French window, and getting out was easy.

“What if they close the shutters?” he asked.

“They don’t always,” she replied. “We must take our chance.”

He was surprised to find her leaving the house with him and leading him to the road toward the gate.

“It’s good of you to come, miss,” he ventured. “Please, give me the basket.”

She gave it to him, saying, “What else did you expect? Did you not want me to come?”

“I never thought of your coming. I only thought you would get the right things for me.”

“You don’t think I would leave the poor girl to the mercy of a man who would tell her there was nobody anywhere to help her out of her troubles.”

“I don’t think I would have told her that.”

“Perhaps. But tell me honestly,” said Barbara, “for I do believe you are an honest man—tell me, are you sure there is no God? Have you gone through all the universe looking for him and failed to find him? Is there no possible chance that there may be a God?”

“I do not believe there is.”

“But are you sure there is not? Do you know it, so that you have a right to say it?

Richard hesitated.

“I cannot say,” he answered, “that I know it as a mathematical fact, or as I know that I must not do what is wrong.”